book review: sweet bean paste

Sweet Bean PasteSweet Bean Paste by Durian Sukegawa

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

A nice read.

of a man’s struggle to live by after going back to society after imprisonment. of an elderly woman who suffered leprosy, sickly but wise and strong in her own way. how they bonded over sweet adzuki beans paste.

it gives you that good feeling that every one has a chance at living. that no matter who we are or in what circumstances we find ourselves in, we all have a purpose in this world.

“we were born in order to see and listen to the world” i like the concept of listening to the world. to the trees and every living things. as humans, we often forget that. to stop and listen to the world. it could just give us some answers.

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if you like uplifting reads, a bit of confectionary making, and get teary a bit at the end of the story, this could be a good read. especially if you’re into japanese authors

book review: crazy rich asians

Crazy Rich Asians (Crazy Rich Asians, #1)Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

it was a slow start for me. honestly, i wouldn’t want to be caught dead reading it. but once i get into the ‘groove’, it was a fast page turner. and it was a good light reading for entertainment. it has some form of suspense, a love story, a family ordeal and mostly funny.

i couldn’t quite believe there are actually such crazy rich asians in singapore, however, the story are believable maybe because of the places, road names and food mention are familiar and close to home, you could picture them exactly how it is. there are even places that peaked my interest to look it up just to see if the place really do exist, like tyersall park and pulau samsara.

i enjoyed the conversations between the characters, the gossips, the rich description of luxurious haute couture and jewelries, yachts and hotels. you begin to love the main characters, the couple Nick and Rachel and start rooting for their relationship to survive the family hurdles they face. i like it too that most of the main characters ‘receive’ enough room to grow and develop, such that you could see the situations from their perspectives, so it was not a rushed ‘need’ to touch and go on the characters. and just as i thought i am done with the climax and thought the story is ending within the next few pages, i still had two-3 chapters to go. and i am so glad that readers could get some ‘answers’ towards the end. i really appreciated this kind of stories who dont leave us hanging or having to derive our own ending.

i am looking forward to read the next two books.

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book review: heart berries

Heart Berries: A MemoirHeart Berries: A Memoir by Terese Marie Mailhot

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

it is too lyrical and deep in emotion, it feels heavy reading it and i think i can get a bit depressed through it. perhaps these are the intentions of the author. perhaps i misunderstood the summary and was expected something completely different and was not expecting a life of hardships and abuse. i could not empathise with the protagonist, although i really want to. i just wish she could just step up her life and leave this man who is abusing her emotionally already. but if this is based on a real life, i believe it is not as easy as it seems.

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book review: dream storeys

Dream StoreysDream Storeys by Clara Chow

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I have not yet read many local Singaporean authors. After a few attempts of reading some short stories collection from other authors, i think i have found a favourite in Clara Chow’s.

This collection of short stories included her interviews with architects about their dream buildings and her stories will then revolve around their ideas. Somehow i could connect and resonate with her writing and stories.

Looking forward to reading more stories from Clara Chow!

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book review: the bookseller

The BooksellerThe Bookseller by Cynthia Swanson

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

the title of the book caught my eye first, and then the mention of sliding doors. picked it up, read it, and i liked it but not fully.

as everyone has reviewed, it’s about a person ‘having’ two lives between dreams and somewhere along the story, we kind of have to figure out which life was the real life one because both lives seems to be going on pretty smoothly. almost perfect for a single person (kitty) and for a married woman (katharine).

and then it started to unfold some uneasiness, like the bookstore’s not earning enough and then the mother ‘realises’ she has a child with autism, but still perfect, i think, considering the husband is loyal and supportive.

i was beginning to find it a bit slow now, because i wanted to know which life is real and what caused this dual lives dreams. i began to understand when it reached to the meeting point of when her parents lived in Kitty’s life but died in a tragic plane accident in katharine’s. that could be the cause of starting to have these dreams to change realities because of the trauma of losing one’s parents. and then i guess katharine’s was the real one and the single kitty was the dream.

i guess the end game of the story is that all the what ifs leads to different life pathways but all pathways are never perfect. you win some you lose some. you can never have it all. and it’s true, isn’t it.

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when to jump

When to Jump: If the Job You Have Isn't the Life You WantWhen to Jump: If the Job You Have Isn’t the Life You Want by Mike Lewis
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Love the stories. I am at a crossroads myself, trying to decide on whether i can pursue and persevere in my current job or to do something else. To quit has always been at the back of my mind but i can never made the decision. always felt that i have no reason to jump. perhaps i didnt know what to do or how to do it.

stumbling upon this book at such a critical period for me feels like a blessing in disguise. like a sign from above. i will take it all in and make my next move.

Thank you to the author for making the jump to write this collection of stories.

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l’art de la simplicite

L'Art de la Simplicite (the English Edition): How to Live More with LessL’Art de la Simplicite (the English Edition): How to Live More with Less by Dominique Loreau
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

It felt like a nerverending session of advises. although i do appreciate some of them. mostly on how to live simply with less materials and quality over quantity, which i agree. we can really live simply with the tips she provided. give my own personal strive to live simply some mental projection practice, that it is possible to be happy within simple means.

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there are words to live by. which i hope i can put in here some other times. i didnt know why i purchased this book in the first place. like why this title and author instead of marie kondo (for one, i thought marie kondo is overrated and too mainstream already, here is one author i have never heard of).

i thought it was going to be a drag reading this if it’s all about keeping and living within simple means. it did feel like that, as i mentioned, a neverending session of advises. but it doesnt just talks about throwing stuffs, organizing your closet and zen living.

it did mention about respecting your physical, mental and spiritual needs and i appreciated that. about allowing your self to take a break and have the willpower to listen to what you need and take charge of ourselves. we all need time to be alone, in contemplation and centre ourselves back. i like she uses visualizing a lot.

here’s an exercise i dont mind trying.

visualise where and how you will be….how you’ll live the rest of your life…what would you like people to remember about you.

i like the idea of having rituals, like morning rituals or evening rituals. and for me, i never thought about it this way, but i have been having morning rituals of Subuh, Ma’thurat, Qur’an reading. and i think it has helped in my wellbeing.

overvall not a book i will re-read many times but it is a good manual to just look back at times when you just need a little bit of inspiration to go through this life.

born a crime

Born a Crime: Stories From a South African ChildhoodBorn a Crime: Stories From a South African Childhood by Trevor Noah
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

i felt somehow grateful and sure i made a good choice to start the yeear reading Trevor Noah’s Born a Crime. it was such a good book.

in what feels like light reading, it was serious enough to talk about apartheid from a boy who experienced it all, the hardships and the ‘almost like going through math problems’ calculated choices he made just because of the skin he has.

i appreciated how he starts a chapter with an educated article on the history and the basis of why things happened the way they are, before going to share a real life experience that reflects the message he wanted to share about earlier on. it is such an honest autobiography.

i also grow to love his mother too. i admire that grit and strong determination she had throughout her life,is beyond words. a rebel but towards positivity, because she wanted to make a better life. a strict mother out of pure love. and God is with her through that shooting ordeal. it was one word. miracle.

it is already in the list of books i dont mind rereading if all else fails.

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book review: the story of the lost child

The Story of the Lost Child (The Neapolitan Novels, #4)The Story of the Lost Child by Elena Ferrante

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This book took me longer to finish than i anticipated.

perhaps somewhere it gets a bit draggy. perhaps this adult life the ladies are facing were, as it was, draggy…and just leaving life, facing whatever challenges, trying to survive in a hard world.

elena’s life turned out fine at the end, and sadly lila’s, not so much, i guess.

such turnaround. how the ladies’ cycle of life is like the opposites of each other. like when lila’s was having a much better life with a booming computer business, elena’s seem to go in a turmoil with a divorce leaving her and her daughters trying to lead a life back home, and a fling with and old crush. and then it moves the other way round. the only time they were parallel in their lives were when they were both pregnant with baby girls a month’s apart.

the peak of the story seems to be the loss of lila’s daughter without a trace, which i find it frustrating more than sad. because why would this happen? where is the logic of this story going? how is it possible that the child disappeared without a trace. it was like a jigsaw puzzle that doesnt seem to fit in anywhere in this whole story. more than anything, i just wanted the child to be found and alive and i wanted a happy ending for both lenu and lila!

you know what, the author needs to have a #5 for this series and tell me that they found lila and tina! please!

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