after dark

After DarkAfter Dark by Haruki Murakami
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Who can make a night of about 12 hours and be fully engaged on stories. he can.

I am pleasantly surprised that this book kept me engaged throughout, and who would have thought that so many things can happened in a night?

a girl ‘running’ away from home, choosing to read a thick book in cafes, an absolute introvert, a chance meeting with her sister’s friend and then got involved in helping a foreign girl being hit in a love hotel, deepening friendships and personal reveals. it’s a one-night adventure.

and all this while, trying to understand and find out what happened to her sister who have been sleeping and have not woken up for two months since.

at the end, it is, a story of two sisters finding their way back to each other, after feeling estranged from one another because of their different personalities and pursues. it really touches me, when at the end, the girl came back to her sister, still peacefully sleeping, and slept beside her sister.

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book review: the improbability of love

The Improbability of LoveThe Improbability of Love by Hannah Mary Rothschild

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I didnt think i would fall in love with this book. lol. the irony of it. it is one book i wished i had bought it instead of borrowing it from the local library. but i am definitely glad that i picked it up after a quick glance through the ‘R’ shelves. Usually i would rush through a book on loan because i have to catch up with the return date, but with this one, i chose to slow down to devour it page by page and wished it had not ended.

So many things i love about the book, so rich and flows so beautifully from one chapter to another, even the change from one character to another feels flawless. from Annie, to Jesse, to Barty, Winkleman, to Moi the most important painting ever and even to out of nowhere russian Vlad. each character seems to be given their fair share of voice although Annie is the main person because, really, this whole ‘mess’ starts from her purchasing an apparently valuable art piece from a junk shop.

effortlessly sifting through relationships, mother-daughter love hate relationship, father-daughter vs employer employee, deep loyalty and trust, heritage and culture, that titles does not equate to fortune and wealth, honesty and deceit, art and food interlaced beautifully. it is mainly about just being human no matter who you are, i go through past and present like a dream of storytellings, humour and pain felt so normal and original there is no pretense in the characters.

i am not a foodie nor do i know anything about the art world, but reading this book, i could appreciate these two worlds. finished the book feeling satisfied after a sumptuous delectable dinner, leaving me with such fine tastes, i am full but i dont mind a bit more.

it is a beautiful world, after all.

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supernaturals

being on mc gives me the luxury of reading books to my heart’s content, so to speak. and i find myself reading supernatural fantasy paperbacks from the library.

i am pretty sure it had been decades since i read supernatural fantasy romance novels, ya not even the twilight series. i honestly cant remember when was the last time i read novels of that genre. i used to read nora roberts and i havent for the longest time. but i somehow picked up two books from my recent library book haul.

i tried reading YA, but they always put me off after the first chapter. the themes are always the same, a girl who is odd or non-mainstream, likes a guy who is always handsome or cute or something, and then someone ‘special’ comes by and the girls realise they have some powers and suddenly becomes THE special one. i mean , i get it, empowerment and whatnot. i tried. it’s just the age, i guess. enough YA at the momet.

the two books i borrowed were Nalini Singh’s Angels’ Blood and Cecy Robson’s Sealed with a Curse. well they basically involved human angels, vampires, witches and were-beings. i LOVED Charmed but i had not read any witchcraft fiction novels. i adored Twilight, but i had not read any vampiric stories. Danielle trussoni’s Angelology was among my fave books but they were more quite historic and quite religiously themed, and i had not read angels being too graphically and emotionally human because sometimes they’re too blasphemic. although i have learnt to not associate the term angels as being used and described by the westerns and novelists with my belief towards malaikah, my basic pillar of iman.

anyway. after reading nalini singh and cecy robson, i wont say i love reading them but they are ok for some light reading. because really, i could finish a book in a day (without distraction that is) and i totally skipped some parts because i didnt think it’s necessary to read through to understand the storyline. and since they are always in trilogies or series, its rather fun to find the next book and read what the authors have in mind for their fantasy stories. and i wont be giving reviews for this genre, because, they are after all, supernatural fantasy, they are not supposed to make sense.

so don’t judge me please. i did promise myself to read something academic or non-fictional after completing reading these library books.

Review: Luka and the Fire of Life

Luka and the Fire of Life
Luka and the Fire of Life by Salman Rushdie
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I have no flaws with this book. Salman Rushdie is a great writer and this book, which is, to be honest, my first Rushdie’s book. i had Midnight’s children but i didnt get to read it because i watched the film. and i wouldnt have read any of his book if i had not had that rare opportune of seeing one of his title at the local library, which is what happened one of the days back. i had his titles on the to-be -read or to-be-borrowed even to-buy list for so long.

this is one book i was so surprised to see on the library shelf and his other latest book, which caught me by surprise (because it’s always on loan or something) i had to borrow it then and then.

i love the book, such a story teller like the Shah of Blahs himself. loved the simplicity of a life lead a family of performers, loved that stroke of magic from Luka that caused his life to turn out to be an adventure (except that i didnt know at first i could have read Haroun story before Luka’s because Haroun is his elder brother and had an adventure of his own, i am so going to look for that book after this).

Loved all the characters and i feel like my mind is blown away with all the imagination and fantasy it had to have roiling through my brain like a movie. speaking of which, i wish someone will turn this into a film! i would have loved to see how everything materialise!

it was an enjoyable read and i feel like i am together with Luka in this adventure all the way, every step of the way! its like a magical fantasy bed time story for adults. except that i am sure it would be perfect for children too.

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book review: my name is lucy barton

My Name Is Lucy BartonMy Name Is Lucy Barton by Elizabeth Strout

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

It could have been a beautiful story but it isnt for me. None of the characters seem to give an impact to me, simply said they don’t matter.

Lucy was hospitalised and her mother whom she had not spoken to or met with came to visit her. And the memories shared were just small bits and pieces, and some neighbour gossips which i dont think they matter at all. What would be the significance of mentioning these people? I still don’t know who her father is, her mother still, even with her being the most important character. And who is lucy’s current husband, again?

Short flashes of memories. No emotional attachment. And then sudden fast forward to a present or future as though in a hurry to finish the book. Which i pretty felt the same. Finished the book in one setting.

Perhaps the book require the readers to ponder and think about Lucy’s experiences to fully appreciate it. But it does not gripped me as much as i expected it to be, although its a nice read.

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book review: the vegetarian

The VegetarianThe Vegetarian by Han Kang

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

It took me a while to write a review of this Man Booker winner. It is my first time reading a book written by a Korean author, translated. i have mostly read Haruki Murakami before, so it was a nice change to read from another asian author. but i cant help thinking how very haruki-ish the Vegetarian is. not that i’m complaining.

The protagonist was in a way, not a protagonist. her only ‘voice’ was of her retelling of her dreams. her ‘physical’ story is told by three different characters throughout, span into three chapters at different periods of her time. One was her story through her husband’s eyes and experience, which i quite heart wrenching. as a husband who had, till then, had a good marriage life with his wife, suddenly find him not quite knowing who the woman he had loved and married. this is when the protagonist started to have dreams which then changed her into a vegetarian, in a society that loves their beef and kimchis. i could really feel this husband’s frustration and confusion on what caused his wife to change, and not knowing how to deal with the situation, or how to help his wife. like a dead end, a desperation. and through out this ordeal, i have the impression that his wife is nonchalant about her change, that it seems perfectly normal to her to be a vegetarian and do not see the need to explain to her husband, or her family members of what made her change her dietary, much to the anger of her father. this highlights the night they had a family dinner and the her father, out of anger and frustration, tried to forced her to eat meat. at first, i do think, it is ridiculous how she changed because of a dream, and then i felt that is totally cruel to abuse and force her to eat what she deemed repulsive and abhor.

and then we moved on to a next face of her life, which now she is divorced and living alone, going through medication, taken care of by her elder sister. but this time, through the ‘eyes’ of her brother in law. which was at times, i find the experience abominable. but still, again, yeong hye, the vegetarian, goes through this phase devoid of feelings and values. except her fascination to the plants and flowers painted on her body by the brother in law. but here, i do not sympathise with either yeong hye or her brother in law. i find both of them ridiculous. there is pseudo passion, avoidable intimacy if only the brother in law was in the right state of mind.

the next chapter would be my fave as it is told by her elder sister, In hye. this i could relate as a big sister, trying to bring the family together, to taking responsibility over her little sister’s predicament and her own marriage marred by both her sister and husband. despite all, still forgiving to her sister’s innocuous act. still trying to love her and understand her needs, trying to do what is best for her little sister, but unable to comprehend what she is actually going through. and here, i feel like i am behind her sister, somewhat trying to whisper her to move on and be strong, calm and patient.

Reading The Vegetarian, gives me questions of mainly exactly what Yeong hye is going through, what is she thinking actually, was she even aware of what is happening around her. it felt like she is just going a trance, unable to bring herself out of the blanket and lead her life ‘normal’. Was she sad or happy? perhaps in the book, it gives the impression that she is totally embracing her thoughts and lifestyle, fully satisfied with her life and what she is to become. but really, if she is having some different inner thoughts, what does she see through her own eyes?

and as haruki style, you don’t quite know what actually happened at the end. leaves you hanging to decide what you wish to. the story grips me, wishing to find more and more what is going to happen to her all the way to end. and it is not always that i manage to read a Man Booker book fresh after it is announced as the winner and i a quite lucky to have been able to borrow the book from the local library, knowing it has a long list of reservations. i can safely say i might have found another author i could look forward to reading her next book.

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book review: when breath becomes air

When Breath Becomes AirWhen Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi

My rating: 2 of 5 stars

It is a good book, perhaps the many life and death philosophy and a lot of medical terms makes me unable to embrace it fully.

if you’re probably having the same questions such as the late Paul has, questions of life and death, than this could be a book you can read. i don’t and i am not a fan of faith vs science debates trying to reconcile or separate between the two. or to find meaning of life and death. perhaps i just don’t understand what he is searching for.

and only Lucy’s epilogue touched my heart a bit. only then i can connect and feel some emotion and inspiration about what they are going through as a family. it very well could be a great legacy for little Cady.

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landline

LandlineLandline by Rainbow Rowell
My rating: 1 of 5 stars

Hmm nope not for me. I only persevered just to see how predictable it can get. I liked the idea of some magic phone going to the past, but then i got disappointed because i really wasnt able to relate. It felt insignificant sometimes. Its just so random and if it’s supposed to be a magical christmas thingy, i cant feel the magic.

And having georgie going back and forth past and present, reminiscing the past every other chapter gets repetitive. And where is neal in the present tense?! It is so unlogical that everytime she called him in the ‘present’ he’s always not around?! I felt its a bit unfair that georgie is going through this ‘alone’.

At the end of it, we have a ‘it didnt fix anything, it didnt change anything…..georgie hadnt made any real decisions…’ So im thinking why bother all these then? But i get it, she finally made the right choice…but going through a week just for this? I felt cheated. And then a sudden brief confession of love from seth. Im like, that’s it? Seth is not fighting for her love? After 20 yrs? Why now? I dont know i just, I dont like any of the characters.

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book review: the story of a new name

The Story of a New Name (The Neapolitan Novels #2)The Story of a New Name by Elena Ferrante

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

The saga of Elena and Lila continues. This books will make you angry, will make you sad and laugh, and sometimes, just feel satisfied with how things turned out for the girls, whether it is good or some may say, bad.

I am going to be bias, i have not yet liked Lila’s character so far, not in the first book (My Brilliant Friend), not even now, especially when Lila fell in love with Nino! I have always been on Elena’s side, perhaps it is because ‘Elena’ is writing this story for us. Probably because maybe in some ways i can relate to Elena best than Lila. Lila is still as selfish as in the first, so oblivious to Elena, while Elena on the other hand, has never really opened up to Lila despite their closeness. I could perhaps, would appreciate a Lila’s point of view in all that has happened to her.

I am glad that Elena’s life is turning out better and perhaps the two protagonists’ success in life is from totally different perspectives. It is very realistic, that life don’t always turn out the way we dreamed during childhood. The turn of events, most times beyond our control, but also how we reacted to what is presented in front of us.

I’m thinking, i cannot wait to read on, because of that mention on Nino. although i don’t like his character too in this second book. but i felt i need to ‘rest’ from this saga at the moment before moving on.

Please, someone make a drama series out of this!

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book review: room

RoomRoom by Emma Donoghue

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Room is full of emotion and empathy throughout reading it. I read this, long after the hype of its movie tie-in, which i thankfully have not gotten the chance to watch yet. But after reading it, i am looking forward to watch it! there is a lot of thinking, Jack’s train of thoughts that make me wonder how the movie does it.

At first I thought it quite a dread to be reading descriptions after descriptions of things in Room, the small environment that Jack knew and grew up with till he turned five. I learnt, though, that those play quite an important role for us to understand the world according to Jack. I laughed, I teared, I felt the emotion that the author tries to deliver.

Only it left me wondering what kind of a person his mother really is, to understand her thoughts and feelings, what she is going through, because Room is really just about Jack’s thoughts and experiences.

Room does not really tugged the heart and wrenches me much, although I feel a lot of sympathy to Jack and his Ma. I think the story is pretty much a love between mother and her son, a child’s innocent take about the world. but the background of the story leave you a little disappointed and expecting more.

just grateful I just borrowed the book and not purchased it out of movie pressure.

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i had the chance of watching the movie. i made time for it. because reading through it makes me excited to see how it will be with real actors and situations. and i did not regret reading it first before watching the movie.

the first thing that i realise is that, i am very generous with my imagination. Room was bigger in my head, room actually looked like a room, living room style in my head, even with all the descriptions written in the book that it was a shed and all. so i was really taken by a pleasant surprise at what it actually was. i like it when that happened. like how my imagination can be distorted sometimes and a movie would make it better. i am also glad at how good the actors were in the movie. especially for Joy’s character because i wasnt able to grasp her feelings and emotions so much in the book. so i take in all her expressions and tones from the movie whole heartedly. and Jack the actor was really, excellent, able to make us believe a little on who and how Jack was brought up.

even though there are some parts not similar to the book, and i honestly thought that the time Jack ran away from the van is totally dramatic in my head, but it was actually quite ‘easy’ in the movie. and while i imagines it was Oprah doing the interview with Joy, it wasnt; i can very well vouch that this film gives me the feels. my heart goes to Jack. a lot of emotions and how a little boy thinks within his scope of living in a small room. i am just amazed and wondered how Joy got through it all. I wished they had explored a bit more on that.

Overall 3.5 out of 5 Seri scala.