stories in the end

The Substation Fairytales: Stories in the EndThe Substation Fairytales: Stories in the End by The Substation
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

local writers seem to have that same ‘thoughtful’ mind conversational voice in their writings. there are three short stories. local writers love short stories. not fairy tales at all, but dark and disturbing. never giving a real answer of what happened at the end of the stories. two of the stories have homosexual themes, and i personally do not condone it. a personal, religious and moral principle. no prejudice. i almost like the third story but again, when it moves towards male-male love, despite one is a prince and the other a spirit, it kind of lost the fantasy and magic, but the story is unique i think. i dont get the first story at all, i dont understand what is the character trying to portray. i appreciate the second story because it’s more homely feel and its about family, except the question of a muslim name for the mother but being cremated? so it was not supposed to be a muslim mother? or did i even understand the story correctly? but these questions are what make the stories. trying to understand them but having no definite answers, you were disturbed by it but learn to let go.

i would like to learn and gain something from reading, but this is just plain reading and i gained nothing. it’s an expression of an idea, a fantasy of a storyline hovering in one’s mind just need to be written down. i appreciated the writings though.

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finished the book in a few hours. not something i am proud of having read. i do not understand why local writers need to be so dark and disturbing, and having homosexual themes. my first local book after so many years, and it was not what i expected. i was intrigued by the notion that it is something fantasy, my idea of fantasy though, and it was not. it was not the book’s fault. but if the next local book i read have the same theme, i am going to keep my hands off any local writers and go for a hiatus like before.

honor

HonorHonor by Elif Shafak
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

My first elif shafak and i love it! The story flows just nice and although it took a while for me to get used to the different narrators at every chapter, and having to be conscious of the date and place of the narration. each of their thoughts and ‘voice’ merge into a story and brings me deeper into their emotions, engrossed to find out the truth. And i appreciate jamila’s story mid-novel, because i was worried she was going to be ‘forgotten’. I found myself blaming adem throughout for his absence as a father figure, and not once did i find iskender a criminal but rather a victim, and totally surprised of the twist that it was jamila he had stabbed and pembe lived.

Had a mix of happy and sad ending. I am mostly sad because jamila died because i imagined a happy reunioin between the twins. And also iskender missed meeting his mother when he got out of prison. But the story ended the way it should be. Perfect.

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i am really loving and appreciate these muslim writers. or at least middle eastern writers. i love their depiction and experiences of their countries and culture and the best of and the not so good moments of their traditions, of the freedom to mention Allah in a novel. they are always colourful in their descriptions and deep in thought philosophy.

the year i met you

The Year I Met YouThe Year I Met You by Cecelia Ahern
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

it was a bit draggy. i did not see the point of having a matt marshall in the story. what is so special about meeting a person like him anyway? there isnt anything about matt that i like. i thought the actual characters that can be built up along with Jasmine are Heather and Monday. and i understand this Jasmine’s character right, she is not supposed to be ‘lost’ during her leave because i thought she was an independent person full of ideas. nothing magical about the story.

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best of reading 2014

I was checking out my goodreads challenge in which I aimed to read 30 books by the end of the year. I managed to read only 24 books. although, I have to be honest, there are at least 3 books which I stopped halfway and couldn’t carry on reading them because they don’t capture my interest.

my best reads of 2014 have to be these:

1. Susan Cain’s Quiet.

It is the bible for the introverts. i understood myself better and kind of found enlightenment of my behaviour through those painful teenage years. and in a sense, found a more confident person in me.  just by embracing who i really am gives me a sense of faith and strength and…well..just be me.

2. Jeannette Walls’ The Silver Star

i had waited for her for so long. enough said. i love the book.

3. Haruki Murakami’s 1Q84

i know. i bought the books much much earlier but i only got to read them during my trip to Greece and Rome and i never regretted that they were my travelling companion throughout. reading this book reignites my love to murakami’s writings.

4. Jodi Picoult’s Leaving Time

The only book i read ‘on time’, heh, because it was published this year and bought it the first thing without hesitation when they became available at the local bookstores. i knew i loved it just from reading the synopsis. the terms ‘elephants’ and ‘psychic’ grabbed my attention without a doubt.

i am looking forward to a great reading year in 2015. and perhaps, maybe this time, i could read 30 books… with a reading room and a nice armchair.. swoons… ❤

leaving time

Leaving TimeLeaving Time by Jodi Picoult
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Mind blown. Mind blown for me. I love elephants so i definitely enjoy The elephants part, and i love supernatural so i pretty much indulge on the people, or the ‘ghosts’ that is, Such twist! One of the books that made me exclaimed in disbelief, like ive just been revealed of an information i had been unaware of all the while. I love it!

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im a jodi picoult fan but not necessirily i enjoyed every of her books. but this. leaving time. one of my faves already. another of those books which made me truly indulge and just when i thought i found the answer, it gave such a turn around twist that i never could have imagined. who would have thought that these much details go into the protagonist finding her mother and all the while thinking and hoping that she will find her mother only to find out that she is actually a ghost? this is what i love about jodi picoult’s writing.

2014 has been a great year for my reading pleasure because my fave authors came up with new good books. i waited and anticipated much about it and when it doesnt disappoint, it’s just satisfying, that you realised why you love reading books in the first place.

the blind man’s garden

The Blind Man's GardenThe Blind Man’s Garden by Nadeem Aslam
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

i dont like war. a bit depressing for me everytime it gets to Mikal’s experience. but i love everything about Rohan, and even Naheed’s experiences, her determination to move on.

i like that this book shares some hadiths and open about religion (islam and christianity.

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i bought this book a long time ago and never got to read it. i liked it but i just dont like the prisoner experiences of mikal. something is missing because it doesnt grip my attention as much as i hoped it would. i skipped some parts but i totally enjoyed rohan’s experiences as a blind man yearning. i could almost picture him in my mind. naheed’s determination is quite admirable. other than that, it’s not a book i am likely to reread and loved as much as i love khaled hosseini’s but i guess it isnt fair to compare the two. they have different ‘voices’.

girl in the mirror

Girl in the MirrorGirl in the Mirror by Cecelia Ahern
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

A work of cecelia ahern’s which i have been missing. The fantasy and mystery in a seemingly normal people. The short stories are disturbing and sad at the same time. I could imgine how the stories could unfold, if ahern is ever going to make them into a full novel, i would read them!

i agree girl in the mirror is disturbing, very disturbing. and i liked it more than the memory maker. but i find myself, i wish i had knew more about the younger J. Cecelia, please make them full fledged novel :))

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the weird sisters

The Weird SistersThe Weird Sisters by Eleanor Brown
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

not a literary wow but it was nice to read something light and simple. a family good feel kind of story. i like the characters sisters and the narration makes me feel like i am really reading out loud their story.

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i am drawn to this book simply by its title. i have always liked stories about sisters, even better if its about twins.(of course you would know my head over heels over the Charmed sisters madness) so when i bought this book, no expectations although review wasn’t so well. i am glad i read it, and finish it within three days at that! as per my review, it was not literary wow and it doesnt really have a storyline of mystery or something, it was simply a feel good-happy ending kind of family story. simple and light reading.

but i found i rather liked the characters Rose, Biance and Cordelia. and i could no help sometimes understanding Rose more, being the eldest sister. i rather connected with her character. being the eldest, being there, leading the way, taking care of things and there to hold your back should you fall.

i hope i have been that sister for my sisters. i love them so and we have gotten so close. but marriage kind of bring me a part. i want to be there for them. i want to be their listening ear. i want to be the one they tell secrets too. i miss sleeping with them. i miss talking with them before sleeping. i miss all the annoying things they did like forever making a mess of the room and i ended up cleaning everything again and again.

sisters. love them. cant live without them. there will always be differences among us, we will sometimes hate each other, but at the end of it all. as sisters, we just want the best for each other. and yes, their opinion matters. a lot. and at this age, my sisters are the best friends. and we are not weird. we are charmed 😛

I love you Siti. I love you Nuri.

1Q84

1Q84 (1Q84, #3)1Q84 by Haruki Murakami
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Overall, 1Q84 is a great read. all emotions in three volumes. i truly loved book 1 and 2 but not so much book 3.
although after the excitement in book 1 and 2, i really do feel book 3 is becoming less necessary. it could ended well in book 2. i dont like the ushikawa character, i thought he doesnt fit in well with the storyline, the rhythm of the story, like why suddenly he become a ‘semi protagonist’ after aomame and tengo?? i dont want to hear his point of the story. the only flaw is book 3. really wished it could have been a better continuation to it and make more sense of 1Q84, the year.

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1Q84 – pre review

i am on book 3 of 1Q84 and i cannot wait to write something about it. i know i usually do this after completing the book. but the urge to express this means i do it now.

reading book 3 feels so different after reading book 1 and 2. it’s like reading a different book altogether!
its like, after a peak on the graph, it suddenly goes down. for one thing, i dont like this ushikawa character. no doubt, i realised, after reading other reviews that this ushikawa was a character in one of haruki’s novel and making an appearance in 1Q84, not just an appearance, he is quite a role in the third book. readers who have read the novel he appeared in prior to this might be able to relate to his character. but i dont. he appeared in book 2 but i didnt think he could then play a ‘major’ role in book 3! it’s like out of nowhere, suddenly, he is part of the main character. this is supposed to be about aomame and tengo and their narrations, so why does ushikawa suddenly takes centre stage? if he is to be an important character, i thought he would have been put in since book 1 so i could get acquainted with him. not now, when i was in love with aomame and tengo and the idea that they will meet in book 3. i just want aomame and tengo. no one else. and even fuka eri, komatsu, dowager, tamaru, professor ebisuno. them i like.

its a drag to read at this point of time because i think there is a whole lot of repetitions at every chapter. there’s no excitement, no adventure of what is going to happen next. nothing mysterious as it had been in book 1 and book 2. i am close to disappointment, but i am keeping that on hold because about 1/5 of the book. i know it is too early to judge. i seriously hope it will get better by the time i reach chapter 6.

and please. stop with this ushikawa person.