this girl is Awesome. sound so much better LIVE. enough said.
lost.symphonies
Of favourite songs and bands
moving forward…with a jolt
i was amazed that the mos*que is so full of life and people moving about and phones ringing every other minute and not to mention crying and shouting children because it’s their first week of school!
my mind working non-stop from 7.30am to 5.30pm and although i was supposed to have lunch at 11am all the way to 2pm, i just can’t stop~ especially when you’re in the writing mode and your mind is just flowing with ideas and words, you really can’t afford to risk stopping and having a hard time to get to the same momentum. -teach- might understand that.
it’s not even a whole week of the new year and life has moved on like there’s no tomorrow! and i mean it. even after all those hours at work, you still feel like there’s not enough time. Lord, what are we rushing for??!
in times like this, you really appreciate when you have to get up and face Him- have some time to drag yourself from work and calm your mind after all those chaos. just for five minutes. that’s all it takes…or maybe more..
still in the mood to put up a positive outlook, because really, things are going so well. only…’3rd rock from the sun’ came tumbling down on me today in the midst of me doing a report for one mos*que. (be prepared of getting confused because at the end of the day, you can’t even know which mos*que i’m actually talking about haha!!)~
back to what i was saying, i had just practically stopped myself from writing lesson plans and articles, and start on something else, which was the report i was saying. and more or less an ’emergency’ call came up. one mos*que is in desperate need for a youth trainer that could i cover for at least one whole month until they get someone new? WHAT??? isn’t there anyone else? apparently none.
the irony is: i left that mos*que last november because i thought i want to concentrate on two other mos*ques~ what the??
add up to that, i somehow got this feeling that one project is coming my way. let’s not forget the whole new*med thing which is literally endless!! i have only 24 hours a day. sobs.
but all in good time i pray. Lord, please give me the strength physically and intellectually to do this. Please i pray.
and just in case you haven’t had time to google for that evanescence song i mentioned to you, here it is.(but you most probably have googled it)
http://media.imeem.com/v/5ODR2ONJNt/aus=false/pv=2
Evanescence – Anywhere – Evanescence – Anywhere
to my loyal blog readers, you might say: Not this song again??!!!
heh, honestly, i can never get enough of this song!!
so bear with it! hahah!
ok…another long day tomorrow~
smitten flightless bird
despite not understanding the meaning of the song. it still is a nice song and the music makes me want to pick up my old guitar again~ twilight nya pasal la ni, haha! the song came up in the movie towards the end, the prom scene.
Flightless Bird, American Mouth – Iron & Wine
-i’m smitten-really?
twi-light
http://media.imeem.com/v/PUWx6XAeQU/aus=false/pv=2
Decode – Paramore
waiting for a twilight of my own.
kapal terbang kertas
continuing on from my first week of working experience. well the nothing much to do was just the icing of the cake. giving me a clear of mind and numbed from non-productivity. because the real deal came on friday.
i found out i have some very precise jobscope. not just any other ustazah there. which is Challenging with a BIG C. seriously. i couldn’t really relate what it is here but i’m excited to start doing it. because i feel and i know..this is what i want to do. despite knowing the humonguous work needed to be done within the span of three months. i’m ready for this. and with the encouragements and tips from my mentor and of course the guidance the people from the mosque is going to provide me. i’m so excited it’s scary but it’s good pressure i hope.
hmm…so far, towards the end of this year, things are turning out rather fine. despite the emotional and confidence breakdown i got somewhere this year. despite the hecticness and chaosness of time dismanagement. it has all been training for me. despite leaving comfort zones to venture on newer things. i’m taking it all in new stride.
these are my sacrifice, in some ways. no matter what it is, i need to berpijak di bumi nyata. and no matter what distractions there are, this is what i need to do. and if it doesn’t want to be a distraction, it has to be the pillar of support.
anyway, i’m leaving my fave band exists’ song- kapal terbang kertas. for a number of reasons:
i’ll be taking a flight this friday morning. THIS friday morning! to b.a.l.i!!!
this song is a good wake up call in the morning when you’re still feeling sleepy, the music just wakes you up. makes you want to jump and headbang, haha!
this song always bring a smile to me because it’s a happy song! it’s like Vitamin H-appy.
and ezad just sounds so handsome in this song. (ok, tak pentinggg)
and because it’s a happy song, i can’t wait to start working…my real job that is…
ps: this feeling is making me starving myself. i want to eat but i have no mood to eat. why??
http://media.imeem.com/m/KrJKjAvvPM/aus=false/
starlight wish
all i can put up to immortalise a memory, for feeling pretty 😉 and almost normal gestures.
tanpa
there’s something about this video. i mentioned about this before. why do most videos or songs for that matter, talk about lovelost and love ends with death? apa takde tajuk or cerita lain ke yang nak dinyanyikan?
old skool love
i had the sudden urge to listen to some old songs and i found my old skool fave girlgroup song!!! and believe me, i went through this phase, from the short pixie hair (and have always loved short hair since), to the dress (albeit mine was out of jeans material, i still remember) with stripe shirt and down to the boots (that’s why i love Doc Martens boots).
heh, watching this vid brings back funny memories seh. so the pop-pish hehe.
and they say, it’s hard to forget your first love right? here is my first love.
seriously, i had the huge-st crush on Affa. :))
no one else could quite take over his place in my heart. CEH~~~ sampai termimpi2 lagik! i guess there still isn’t. for a while, i thought a certain src president back in IIU looks like him, i think the girls might know which src president 😉 but Affa still tops the list. haha.
so zaman hingusan eh. am very much embarrassed to have to type this out, well, many people are reading this. but hey, everyone goes through teenage years. and am just writing what’s truly in my mind.
(ps: if you want ‘real’ writings of mine, move over to unpoeticpieces.blogspot.com)
forever and always
-Forever and always-
That time is here again
Prepare to be apart
And it drives you crazy!
Each time I go away
The distance gets longer
But it makes us stronger!
Should it all come crashing down around me!
Would you be there should I stumble or fall?!
…Pick up the pieces…
Forget about the s**% that we’ve been through!
I wanna stay here forever and always!
Standing here in front of all of you!
I want to stay here forever and always!
These days are dead again
It’s empty from the start
And it drives me crazy!
The hours drift away
It hurts to remember
This will soon be over!
-Bullet for my valentine
live writer
i’m writing this blog via Windows Live Writer. and it looks neat! this is just my first try so not sure how user-friendly it is, but really ah, macam cantik ah :))
my laptop’s better now and well…..tak payah cakap lah ye.
will be away 30th Oct – 2nd Nov for a cousin’s wedding @ KL.
but am still awake now, don’t think i will be sleeping tonight. few stuffs need to accomplish plus alter my esprit jeans!
sesungguhnya beta takde benda nak cakap, just want to try out this Live Writer that’s all 😉
http://media.imeem.com/v/5ODR2ONJNt/aus=false/pv=2
Evanescence – Anywhere – Evanescence – Anywhere
living seri 