nama beta…

been silent for almost a week…but i had had a great week so far, alhamdulillah!

despite the tonnnnnneeessss of work i left behind, i had stayed true to my word..which is, to come down to IIUM, for my friends’ convo and have a short holiday as well. and yes i did just that!!

i had truly truly been looking forward to this short trip, i thought i just had to run away for awhile. and it did good.

so anyway…rindu uia terubat juga…and feeling tourist kat KL, haha, even though there’s some people i didn’t get to meet and some places i didn’t get to go!!

reached KL sunday afternoon, settled down for awhile at good old Ancasa, had some bite and wandered along Petaling Street. Later that evening, met with Aili and parents. we went to our Mak Long’s flat at Cheras. AND as Aili said…for the price of a cheesecake, we had to climbed up 11 or was it 12 flights of uneven stairs!!

but mak long and pak ngah was more than happy to have us here and even though we’re crammed in a small living room, it felt nice. like a family bonded closer. there’s my three cousins- kak nita, kak mala & ogy + aili and the two young guys are ogy’s sons, haris and ikmal definitely growing up to be handsome men.

and monday was The day. well, their day. the convocation. and me yang menyibuk and my mother who’s extra happening that day. congratulating at just about everyone who’s wearing the convo robe. hehe. bought some roses for the girls. me and mam waited right at the entrance, followed by huda and fathul, izhar’s fiancee and little brother. as soon as the first batch of graduates came out we were just shouting ‘congrats’ and i could just see the surprise those graduates had. like where do that voice come from??

anyway saw some friends, even my very first roommate Nadir. they were surprise to find me there but i’m happy getting to meet them and sharing this big day. tak tahulah bila lagi dapat jumpa diorang…..

after the shots and the sprays and more shouts and laughters, we celebrated the graduates. siapa tak datang HS hari tu, rugi, tak dapat join in the fun! hehehe. singaporeans had always ruled HS. *wished my convo last year was this fun!* ahhh, nak convo lagi ah! 😉

and the rest of monday was spent shopping with my mother! at masjid india.

not forgetting, the Theatre at Universiti Malaya! “2 Jam sebelum Sultan Alauddin Syahid diracun” fuuh, i got my dose of Malay history that night. it’s a monologue-dialogue kind of theatre and as a first timer, it was a good experience. the theatre was not about costumes and grand props, but more on content and emotions played by the actors, their body language. to me, they were good. thank you Teach for inviting us to watch the theatre. even though it was way not what we expected, to me, i loved it, with the little theatrical knowledge which i have. it’s definitely enriching, i didn’t realize how ‘cool’ Malay history was and now i wanted to read more on it! it’s exciting now, come to think of it.

oh another thing, what was interesting about this theatre, was how cynical and satirical it was in relating some scenes to the media and political hiatus the neighbouring country is having these days. all in bitter truth.

and this night of theatre, was one of the times which i truly believed in how some things are not out of coincidence. as though it had been planned as such, as though there’s some entity playing jigsaw puzzle and putting everything in its place so rightfully. but this is not for public storytelling. 😉

and tuesday was a more relaxed day for me and mam. the journey to and fro was smooth. the days filled with humbleness and gratitude, i’m just so glad that we managed to have this trip. i really am.

parting note: congrats to you guys for graduating. all those hard work and challenges. and now able to say “THIS IS IT!”.

and who can ever not miss this place?

09-08-2008

it had been a great national day spent with great people and mesmerized by great fireworks! first of was the 1st birthday party for Haajar Humayra’!! this cutest little girl is one year old!! who can get enough of her chubby cheeks and cheeky smile?? and she’s walking already!! with big eyes fixed to cameras. smarty pants! just cannot get enough of haajar!!


this little girl reminded me of:

and straight to esplanade to catch a glimpse…no…a whole show of fireworks with the girls. a beautiful sight indeed and right there, you’d think you could touch the fireworks! and yes, it’s a first experience! thank you to these people for an amazing night!

*picture grabbed from Suli’s* 🙂

and presenting the fireworks recorded by my humble ericko-san, pardon the voice…those are random voices from people around 😉 in awe, mystified, glorified.

http://www.youtube.com/get_player

i have this sudden thought to say thanks to these people too : the mrt staff, the bus drivers, taxi drivers, people from Defence and Home Team, ie, policemen, ns men from the army, cd team, for effective security, you can’t help feeling safe with their presence… and especially the uncles and aunties who CLEAN up the Padang, the Esplanade, for the immense amount of rubbish people left behind (and you call yourselves singaporeans???), when everyone were having after-parties or late night dinners, they were working, picking every bits and pieces up. THANK YOU.

not too late still to wish Happy National Day Singapore!!!

monday licence


lessons after lessons, and final two lessons back to back after work. and the utter nervousness i felt since last saturday, and i truly know now how it felt when you say ‘you have butterflies in your stomach’. and believe me, you do.feel.butterflies.
wake up too early just because i couldn;t really sleep for the test was haunting me.

and all the way to the driving school…all the ‘wasiats’ my previous instructors have given me reeling through my mind. recalling immediate failures so that i won’t do them. remembering all the tips i’ve learnt. my Lord, i’m screaming inside!!

throughout warm up, i was just praying i won’t get my nervous breakdowns. tak pernah seumur hidup nervous macamni!!! not even during O levels, A levels, my Uni exams!
grateful to my friend Hamzah whose an instructor himself, and motivated me all the way…

and all not wasted!! i’m certified and licensed and legal now to DRIVE!!!! i’m still glowing because honestly, half way through the test, i knew i made mistakes, and vertical parking was nerve wrecking!! i was so sure i was going to fail!!

but those were…small mistakes…and right after the Traffic Police Tester explained my mistakes…he casually remarked…YOU PASSED. i was dumbfounded!!
and then i was smiling practically to everyone!! and congratulating those who passed the test when we met at this Video room.

that’s one thing… they give us the licence, and then they scare us 😉

is this for real??!!! :)))
YEY!!! YEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEY!!!!!!!!

YEYEYEYEYEYEYE!!!!!

–25–

i haven’t the chance to thank the girls for the belated birthday surprise :))
it started out, or so I thought as a birthday surprise for zaimah ONLY. anyway it didn’t turn out the way i thought it would be.

for one thing, zaimah couldn’t join us, which was bad to start off the day. i was personally really rooting she would be with us, well, it was a surprise for her….but we couldn’t exactly TOLD her it was a surprise, right?

but then, as it turned out, it’s a double thing laa.. for me and zaimah. thank you suli kak dewi fana mary shasha + darwis for the nice yummy truffle cake and the nice surprise as well. zaimah, happy birthday to you as well. hope you’re ok and happy there amidst your business. and syaspec!!! wished you were there with us!!!

haha, yes i got my teh ais!!
you know what girls. i think we should have a meet up every month. once a month…when we could just chill and talk and have a good time together after days of working and going through life with an almost robotic momentum. 😉

and once again thank you my dears. heart you all.

25

i turned 25 today!!

i’m warmed by the thoughts and wishes from friends near and far, the girls and sisters. terharu laaa sehhh. :))

however the day was a mix of emotions, really. happiness, melancholy, gratitude, and if i may say, even sadness. and honestly, i can’t quite put what is it that cause me to be so messed up.

oh maybe i was, yes, sick…again…

all the same, 25 is so overwhelming!!! there’s still so much i have yet to achieve!!
So i pray to my Lord, to grant me a longer life, a better health, so that i may achieve these dreams…and as everyone aspires, be a better muslim all the way…

i feel blessed that this year my birthday falls on this noble month of Rejab.
May Allah grant my prayers, bless my family and friends. may we all live today to be granted a life in the hereafter. Insya Allah. Amiin.

weddings and birthdays

i’m in the habit of delaying blogging but i honestly don’t have the time this week. wahliau, time wellspent i hoped.

it’s been all blessed days and happy wishes and prayers for these past few days.

well for the last weekend i tried squeezing time for two weddings and a birthday suprise, plus a father’s day dinner as well.

it was sweet but rockin’ at heart Hasanah’s wedding last saturday! absolutely gorgeous in blue with all them rock ballad songs which definitely made my day. baik ah Hasanah~ and what do we love-at weddings- but taking pictures and delicious food!

also we graced Za’s sister’s wedding, Maswiyah. we missed the solemnization but nevertheless, we hyped up the wedding, again, with pictures and laughters!


mono: i definitely want you girls to be at my wedding! -whenever that is!! haha

oh then squeezed my time for Dyan’s birthday surprise @ Pasir Ris, carefully planned by her fiance and her nus besties. anything for a friend don’t we? fig and olive delicacies, nice choc cake and a ‘JB’ surprise for we-dig-you-awesome Dyan!!

and anything for the family….we had dinner @ Clarke Quay, at this indonesian restaurant. father’s day and nice smelling gift.


shasha’s surprise bday at muis! (heh, i tell you, anything for a friend~)

contented with 4 of us, and mary all the way to bring the birthday balloon. truly relieved you girls loved the truffle cake and a freshly sunflower from the heart for sayanged shasha with extra blue roses for all of us!

now…what else….oh yeah…a little birthday wish for Yuun on her birthday also…

and also Ratu’s birthday last friday… me and my little sibs went out for cycling (am so happy to be spending the afternoon with my little ones!!)…just so as a ruse to go out and buy something for her…and it’s truly her day really. surprised her with a yummy ice cream cake and a dinner of pizzas + a sparkling shiny bracelet of Paris Bijoux. (wow…last mother’s day you got a pearly ring..now..bracelet), anything for a mother’s happiness!

and what else did i miss??

oh last but definitely not the least…a schoolmate got married today..Fadhlina to her man…

woow..i kept remembering how we used to tease and tease her without care during school..just because she’s so naive and blurred…but hey…she’s married!!


baju dah sama biru lagik~

and guess who i met? used to be notorious guy who i don’t know how we got to be an item during hingusan days. it’s funny..i acted like i don’t know him and he acted like he don’t know me, when the reason we broke off was because a friend’s kepo-ness. oh well…those were the days…i honestly don’t care.

so all is well. my best prayers for my friends on their birthdays and marriages. another day to live, another day to live a new life, another day for me to face..

anyway…i had this thought…i got it on shasha’s bday..i was thinking- i’m going to be a year older too very much soon..how do i act that age?

my high king


i love Narnia Prince Caspian to bits!! and am having a crush on High King Peter…while it lasts. *sigh* i do feel the movie is lacking more actions/adventures, wishing for more!! I was thinking Caspian would have a more stronger role in there somewhere. and i was expecting a glimpse of the Kings and Queens of Narnia have a flash memory of their lives in Narnia…i mean they do grow old right in Narnia? i want to know why they left Narnia in the first place….. forgot that it’s actually shown in the first movie, they became kings and queens, they were adults and they went back to the spot where there’s this signature lamppost a ‘landmark’ to the wardrobe…

don’t tell me i have to read the book~~ there’s other books to be read laa… yey! i don’t have to read the book~

my ‘thirst’ for some fantasy magical movie is quenched. i want to watch Narnia again!!

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Cakap Pasal Remaja @ Darul Ghufran is kind of cool…
Lord, i feel old sitting among teenagers haha!!
more at http://www.youngmuslimsg.blogspot.com/ or
http://www.cakappasalremaja.blogspot.com/

and there’s a mini Alunan Kasih on the 6th June…now i really hope i can make to that, been missing it seh…this time, i hope i can come down to see the performers!!

i was in luck when i get to watch one of my fave songs at CPR last sat!!

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Alamak singapore ni KECIK SANGAT ah!!!! pusingpusingpusing kat situ jugak! pusingpusingpusing rupa-rupanya kawan punya kawan, kawan punya sedare, kawan punya kawan punya boyfriend, kawan punya sedare punya girlfriend

can we forget our history without always knowing something is always going to pull us back from the future? cant they all just vanish?

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June is hectic…ok, Seri FOCUS now FOCUS

through a glass

an overdued post actually. but would pictures tell it all? :))

as a Mother’s day and an advanced Father’s Day present, i bought tix for them and me 😉 to the P Ramlee Muzikal held at the Esplanade Theatre. it was a beautiful performance altogether. well, for a first timer, ever been in a theatrical performance, it sure gives a whole lot of impression and awe. i pretty much enjoyed the musical, the dances and songs especially when P Ramlee’s song was performed. (and Thank God it’s not Sean Ghazi nor Datuk ct among the cast!!)
Liza Hanim is such a dear, and the guy playing P Ramlee, Musly Ramlee, he’s honest and the sincerity in bringing P Ramlee’s character is applaudable, its the same as how you watch…say, Bujang Lapok films, at some points i feel like Musly is not Musly, but The P Ramlee, you get what i mean?? pardon if you can’t. honestly, i can’t quite describe the awesomeness.

and now…i’ve been listening to P Ramlee’s songs these few days. ahakzz.

even though i had to fight my inner ‘responsible’ part of me and go to another concert…i don’t regret it though. it’s just the thought….of making my parents happy. and getting to watch one great art production.

psst..gentarasa this saturday… *wink wink*

and last vesak day, despite the heat, went out to meet the girls at the Terminal 3 Changi Airport. some pics to show tell.


yes, it’s actually to celebrate Za’s birthday… Happy Birthday Za!!
we all used to have EXPECTED birthday surprises back in IIUM, wah liao, missed those times when the clock strikes 12, there’s sure to be a knock on the door, the girls and a cake waiting for the birthday girl!

but now, except for Za, all of us are back in SG, so can’t expect to be having surprises now. there’ll be a hundred reasons why one of us can’t join, and then there’ll be the totally unexpected missed out names on the list (even though we’ve always tried our best to ‘publicize’ the outing), and then there’ll be a hundred reasons why one of us can’t join…oh..i’ve said that already…and then there’ll be the laughters and talks, the heartbreaks and feelings hurts. (tu ah, mak cakap jangan banyak ketawa, nanti nangis..)

ok ok am being ultra sarcastic. it’s the heat and the fever am having now. i keep getting sick this year~ i’m not thinking well. i just had sh*7^/y chats and i’m being sh*7^/y. . and the net and imeem is sh*7^/y.

(can you see that?? the change of emotions i had in a span of minutes?)
i want to go back to my sh*7^/y reading of Through a Glass, Darkly, which at this point, i regretted reading, because as of this moment, i think it’s a lame attempt of understanding humans and angels (well, their version of angels and God even). aarrggh…baca buku lain ah!!

FamilyDay

All of us got a chance to go to Sentosa last Labour Day! it’s actually a Family Day for Seagaters, and my Mam managed to get us all tix! except for my brother Lifi (who had to rest and due to return to camp that evening), all of use were pretty excited. it’s been like eons since we went to that island. the last time i went was…..hmmm….gosh, i seriously couldn’t remember!

apart from the crowd, the ‘rationed’ drinks and long queue for some snacks, we pretty much enjoyed the whole thing. got some pics, but by half the day, we’re all too tired to pose or even took pictures~ the heat!! and my mind already reeling with the things i need to complete.

The skyride and luge was great! we so want to return to try that again!!





well..a good day it was indeed.