When times are hard and lonely
“at the 11th minute” is what people will say when they at the last minute and rushing to be doing something, anxious and hearts beating fast. and that’s how i’m feeling now. it’s already the 11th day and i have NOT done enough! my Lord i have not done enough.
and it frustrates me that all these works piling up and up, can everything just stop for a while. and not rush me.
i have two active emails. one is dominantly used for msn and a whole lot of forwarded emails. unread most of them.
and there’s another email, which is the more important one. almost like a ‘working email’. and there’s 60+ email unread…yet..
sigh….bila nak game laaa…
anyway, i’d like to take this space to congratulate my alma-mater, a group of Al-Ma’arifians who participated in Yescom competition. CONGRATULATIONS FOR WINNING THE FIRST PRIZE!!!! when heard the news from Teach, i felt happy and proud that these young girls’ HARDWORK is paid off. They’ve created history. Good job babes!! :))
yes! a new look for this new age.
a bit plain but clean cut. and i love zen-ny clear and smart look
a better outlook on life
a better management of time and days
definitely better days, insya Allah!
Lord, please remind me to always be grateful for You have given much.
and i’m asking for more guidance and mercy.
i’m caught between crossroads again. between choices.
and here i remember dr kamar’s advice in her talk i went few weeks ago: “Talk to God. Always talk to God.”
i turned 25 today!!
i’m warmed by the thoughts and wishes from friends near and far, the girls and sisters. terharu laaa sehhh. :))
however the day was a mix of emotions, really. happiness, melancholy, gratitude, and if i may say, even sadness. and honestly, i can’t quite put what is it that cause me to be so messed up.
oh maybe i was, yes, sick…again…
all the same, 25 is so overwhelming!!! there’s still so much i have yet to achieve!!
So i pray to my Lord, to grant me a longer life, a better health, so that i may achieve these dreams…and as everyone aspires, be a better muslim all the way…
i feel blessed that this year my birthday falls on this noble month of Rejab.
May Allah grant my prayers, bless my family and friends. may we all live today to be granted a life in the hereafter. Insya Allah. Amiin.
i lost my voice…again…
no voice came out of my mouth..because of the cough
the last time i lost my voice was during my last year in IIU
living seri 