
i had my share of barbie dolls, dollhouses, polly pockets, strawberry shortcakes and my little ponies. so when i found these little gems, i cant resist but bought it. something i could share with my children.
7 Rabiul awal
friday my day
Thank God it’s Friday! U have no idea how much I wanted this day!
My precious rest day before the busiest and strenuous day of the week for me.
And I pray this week will be a better week after the shapeless of some transport vendor who took it upon themselves to stop taking our kids… My Lord, the challenges I have to face this week!
Despite all that I managed to have discussions with some potential partners for our edu unit and it’s very accomplishing. But although tmrw is my off day, I still have some important emails to send. I could do it now since abang dearest is also logged on to work, well, I guess let’s start afresh tmrw n I have plenty of research to do, for my lessons and class observations.
So soon you say? Better now n see what’s happening around the madrasah n how the teachers are coping before anything wrong crops up.
So help me Lord.
6 Rabiul awal
back in the 90s, there was a surge of interest in nasyid groups across the causeway. Raihan was the pioneer who managed to bring out nasyid and selawat into the radios and touched the hearts of many Muslims, of all ages. the children loved them, the adults loved them.
Raihan is one of the ‘originals’ and a fave of mine. Raihan has since performed many concerts and internationally. Barakallahu fikum.
5 Rabiul awal
i remember among the first selawat which was sung to me when i was a child by my mother and later in kindergarten was this nasyid Tala’al Badru Alayna. the older version which is imprinted in this mind and have loved it since.
Sheikh Mishary’s version sounds more mysterious yet emotional and love the video…definitely attract the younger viewers now.
i miss this feeling of longing and love to you Ya Rasulullah. please bring me back to your love.
4 Rabiulawal
i stumbled upon maher zain while searching for some worthy videos i could show to my students last year and i feel in love with his song Always be There. it has been on repeat mode for quite some time in my classes last year to fill up the silence when students are doing groupworks or the sign of calm when class gets too rowdy.
my students love maher zain.
ala kulli hal…in remembrance of the Prophet, this is one of my favourite selawat/songs.
new phone in the house!
as a 5 months anniversary gift, an iPhone from abang dearest!! such a beauty. 🙂
thank you abang dearest and i love you much.
yesterday was a very challenging day at work. three teachers down with me almost having a nervous breakdown having to search for replacements. which is d%^# not easy! i hope and i sincerely beg these teachers to not please not work on a saturday! saturday is a very crucial and i mean crucial day of all the days!! please la~ but anyway, Lord has given me strength to move on. i had the ydo came back from his off in lieu to take over one morning class. i had one of our youth members to take two classes-two sessions, and alhamdulillah, some of our youth members were madrasah students and i am so so grateful to them, another one cover one teens class and i took another teens class which supposedly the ‘difficult’ class. i still got burnt the whole day because for every relief i have, i have to explain to them the lesson before they can take over. i dont think i have ever remembered so many of teens’ lessons as much as yesterday!
and i had to deal with the transport person for some messed up issues. how many things can happen within 8 hours of work?
i think i slept like a log last night. body aching everywhere. and my righthand wrist is hurt, what’s the cause i cant remember but for the whole of last night and this morning, i cant bear even holding anything. it’s feeling better now but hurts if i turn it at a certain angle. hopefully it’s just a normal strain.
another week to go through after the short break and i pray for better things.
3 Rabiul Awal
i miss the maulids we had, back in school, my beloved Madrasah Al-Maarif. it has been a tradition throughout the years, for us girls to have the maulid every year to celebrate the Prophet’s birthday and it has been one of the best memories of my school years. i never wanted to miss any of the maulid.
i miss the voices of my ustazahs who had such great voice reciting the maulids. i miss the togetherness that binded us students. it’s the beauty of it.
oh well, i hope to attend one this month. insya Allah. if only the mosque i’m working invites the asatizah who can lead selawat and zikir. i have no idea why they dont and what’s wrong with having it? why cant it be a culture of the mosque?
despite the numerous videos out there in youtube, i have always loved the Qasidah Burdah.
remembrance
shortest break
happy holidays for two days! 🙂
i keep confusing the days. i keep on thinking its wednesday when its already thursday. and friday tomorrow..after that saturday the busiest day of my weeks. and we have been watching chinese movies and miotv has been generous that we get to watch big bang theory series~ especially love red cliff 1 and 2. it gives me the same feeling as when i watch lord of the rings. victory for the good sides but tugs at the heart for all the people who had to fight in the battle.
heh, whatever, i’m just glad that i get to spend the day with my abang. it’s been a rush this week sending mil and sil for the eye and leg checkup. mom just had an operation on her left eye and thankfully progressing well now. and i had a sudden high fever but feeling much better now.
work has been smooth so far at the moment. of course with a few glitches here and there but i pray that i will overcome this challenges with wisdom and hikmah. one year on the job has taught me well. it’s all about improvements this year. and i am grateful that i have a group of teachers who are able to work together, much better to say the least, compared to other divisions. other than that, i have to be so much more assertive. definitely. and there are a few things i wish to accomplish this year. giving myself one year to prove that i’m worth the job.
so this month is rabiul awal. the birth month of our Prophet s.a.w.
and i realised i have been too much engrossed with work and what nots, i will spend this month reading books on the Prophet, remember him any moment i can and relieved those feelings of love to him. so help me Lord.
let’s see which book to read….

