Today seems different…maybe because I actually didn’t feel sleepy in class…only a few minutes and managed to stay awake throughout the three classes….and I participated well in class.I think my lecturer is starting to notice that I’m serious in learning. I want that.

And today I’m extra pretty…well that’s what people have been telling me…it’s because of that freaking photo taking!!! I just go and acted like I do know about it. And under the freaking hot sun!! Sometimes I felt left out but I know I shouldn’t let that thought ruled over me. I’m only a first year student anyway…but I know sometimes it’s me..I just can’t be bothered with people. I can’t be bothered to even say hi to a fellow singaporean when I see one sometimes. I walked to class with one thing in mind…to study…and I don’t see other people unless they approached me. It’s just me and I prefer to stay that way.

And I can’t wait to go to Shakey’s Pizza!!! And it’s free!!! Time to eat some great food!!

note: it’s been 11 days…and he never messaged, I think his father took his hp to work…I have to believe in that. Sometimes, I lost hope but at the same time, something tells me to hold on for a while.

Seri,everything will surface soon and the truth will come out like a bombshell like he always did. It’s only 11 days…and you’re going back anyway, tomorrow, so hold on.