It’s raining today and I’m feeling really mellow and I think I know the cause of it. But what the heck. My pens, my journals and now even my blog understands the very reason why I’m feeling shitty. There’s only one person who can make me feel this way. But anyway, my mind is a blank and I’m supposed to do some studying today. Don’t worry, I will in the next few hours, I’m just not in the mood but I know there’s a lot I need to read. Exams in four weeks’ time!!!It’s the time to get A’s!!

Yesterday, me, Qadar and Qzai spent the day eating!!! At JJ mall, Wangsa Maju, which is a half hour’s journey- provided the bus is not freaking late and then, LRT which is only two stops away from Terminal Putra. Before that, I have to comment on the bus services here. If ever we missed one bus, we are going to spent a hell time, ok, more than an hour sometimes, for the next bus!! The reason why I hated going to town. I hated having to wait for the bus, and with the heat!! Amazingly, the people here, they do have a lot of time to waste, as for me and the other Singaporeans, maybe we’re too used to our fast paced life that being late is the most irritating habit. We walked fast, eat fast, do assignments early etc etc etc. But maybe it’s the culture here, and when we’re back in Singapore, we expect the public transportations to be on time. And the cinemas~ They really need to have more cinemas here because the queue is too damn long for one movie!! People here love to wait I guess, well I don’t have the patience but I need to get used to it, I have three more years of study here.

Oh yeah, back to my eating spree: We had a huge slice of Chocolate Banana cake at Secret Recipe….just talking about it makes me salivate…and had, a Caramel Frappucino at Starbucks and then we ate Black Pepper Steak…Aaarrrgggh!!! I love yesterday, the three of us having the girls’ day and eating our hearts’ out!!! It’s not even a planned day…we went to the library for awhile and suddenly just thought of going out and we did~ It’s like, just go for it and I was in my most sloppy I guess…but what the heck, it’s not like I need the attention right now, and I think I dressed appropriately because it rained heavily yesterday. I enjoyed yesterday and talked of all girls’ things. We reached campus around 10 and I slept like a log. But still, amazingly, my mind still think of you-know-who. And I’m frustrated now…this is the longest time someone didn’t care to communicate. I won’t let anger control me. I won’t let sadness overcome me. I’m anything but feeling happy right now. Listening to Finch doesn’t make me happy, playing my guitar frustrated me, reading bored me and the day is so gray~ Complicated me.