Yes!! I’m brain free. I just finished my last paper of exam an hour ago. And I go straight to this CC just to go online because I missed it already!!! BRAIN FREE. Two weeks of too much reading and memorising and too less sleep and not eating right I can finally breath and let go of my mind!! Since last Sunday, been struggling. I’m not saying I did very good and absolute As for my results but I guess I did better than the last time….well at least I did not have any nervous breakdown and I can actually remember what I’ve read, maybe because I did read beforehand and only leave the memorising parts till the last minute. Still, I don’t think I did my very best….what’s with the sick heart and mind wanderings and not understanding because there are subjects that I just couldn’t be bothered to open up and read….served me right but I did not voluntarily left any questions like I did before and attempted to answer no matter how stupid it may be.

Islamic Aqidah was not so hard for I can actually wrote and explained a few things in Arabic fairly well only I forgot verses from the Qur’an and Hadith when they asked for one. Intro to Fiqh, I can just hope for a pass, the questions were easy only I couldn’t explain, the words just wouldn’t come out and my Arabic is already so bad. Intro needs a lot of explaining and I was already drained out for Aqidah that morning. Yes, Aqidah and Intro to Fiqh exams on the same day. I didn’t sleep the whole night before and I think I would have blacked out if I wasn’t strong enough. I hope I will never get to do exams which fall on the same day!!! But we can never know but I promise myself if there is going to be another case of multiple exams per day, I must be totally ready for it and no more last minute readings whatsoever. I hated it to the core!!

Two days gap but I couldn’t really concentrate on my revisions because I got fever and my head was really not functioning at all. Headaches and heartaches. Studies of Hadith, Alhamdulillah easy questions and I memorised most of the terms so I hope for a good mark, Study of Quran, I was really slack reading it and not memorising well but I managed to answer and only one question that I leave, a 3 marks question and today…..Rise and Expansion of Islam.. I was seriously tired out and actually no mood at all to read anymore. Three days straight non stop exams and no proper sleep!! But since I’ve been reading history since I was in school I could remember most of the important events and I think I elaborated well and the feeling of getting to write in english was so refreshing…the last four papers were in Arabic, I love Arabic but I’m just not fluent in it yet and explaining in Arabic is seriously hard work for me. And saying that after 12 years in an Arabic school!!!I’ve promised myself to improve my Arabic next semester. Today’s paper was ok. I think I answered well….

So far so good. Nothing bad happened, not so much like the last semester. I’ll improve myself next semester!!!