And yes, amidst the stressness of exams trying so hard to concentrate on my studies….he left….last Tuesday and he only told like two days before that!!! I have so many stories to tell and a little thing to give….but he left…for Mesir. I don’t know why but I shamely cried when he told me he’s leaving through sms. It’s so damn stupid…I never cry before but I did now??!!! I don’t know, the tears just flow without force…I cried the whole day, stopping for awhile and then cried again. Damn stupid me…like he’s going to care….but it’s not like I ‘m going to tell him I cried!! He changed being more sober and he played silent games with me, ignoring my messages, but he said he’s sad that I said that….does he ever thought that I was sad too when he didn’t so much care for a little reply saying ‘hi’ to me?? Yes, he’s facing some hard times right now….but I care and he can’t compare me with his other friends…I’m me, not other people. He wanted space I understand. Just do what you like. He couldn’t call when he left like he used to….I know it’s expensive calling me across the straits. We said goodbye through sms. Stupid and lame. Of course he said he won’t forget me, well let’s see if he’s true to the words….I don’t think I’m going to make any move…I’m tired….too much thinking of him, I think I’ll rest now. Too much thinking of him…..