I shouldn’t have let sadness or anger overrule me during these festive days….so let’s go back to the near past for awhile….

Muslims celebrate Eid Mubarak since 7 days ago, or more commonly known as Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Usually the whole family will went visiting on the first day but this year, my parents opted out the visiting, went to visit the faith departed instead and stayed home all day, watching tv…eating all those delicious food my Ratu had cooked. I prefered this way better…if only my missed grandparents were alive, we would spent the whole day in their house and people would come visit us instead and we kids would get money gifts still. They were the people I always remember and especially then. Missed those days. But staying home was a good choice because it rained heavily near evening. TV programmes were not so great but ok..I told you I’ve became TV lover.

Went out on Monday for the visiting. Same old same old. Wednesday went out with my girls [Qadar-Qzai-Miza-Mint-Dewi-Laila-Eka] to some friends’ houses…Miza drove and I think I have never enjoyed raya visits this well, although Mint and Laila was two hours’ late, we couldn’t be angry with them. We managed to go to 8 houses! And grateful that Miza’s and my house is just 1 minute away so we accompany each other and didn’t mind that it was 12 midnight when we reached home. Our parents don’t mind either .

And now I’m anxious for my exam results…which will be out somewhere next week. I am freaking nervous about it! I’m praying for the best. And at the same time I can’t wait to return to campus and start the freaking semester…I think my brain will freeze if I don’t start studying soon, and this semester would be more exciting as my cousin will be joining me there!!! I can’t wait to show her around and get her familiar with the places in and out of campus. We used to spent too much time together when we were younger and drifted apart as we grew, I guess this is the time to start having fun and adventures again. At the same time, she’s like the pusher to make me do better in my study…Call me conceited but I’m used to being among the best and I won’t rest until I’m there.

Until here then..