I am going crazy by the minute!!! I am so freaking crazy that it clouds all the other happy things that had happened in my life so far. So before I became even crazier, I think I will list out some of the happy things here:

1. I received a large amount of money from MTFA.

2. Classes have started, I got good lecturers this time and I can’t wait to start studying.

3. My cousin joined me in campus, quite a lot of things to show her but that doesn’t mean I have to follow everywhere she goes. She has her own friends and I have mine but we all get along together. I’m happy she’s here with me.

4. The very first Singapore Idol is Taufiq Batisah, a Malay Singaporean.

5. Going to start archery practice soon…

6. I’m a teacher to SRC’s President, the highest student post in campus…so I’m closely related to a VIP.hehe

7. Glad to be back.

That’s all I guess..and the very thing that is making me crazy is you know who..I don’t understand what is going on?? What is wrong??!! First there’s no reply at all to a message of mine…and then I received a blank unknown email and I don’t know why I so freaking guessed it was his but I don’t know if it is…and then I tried again sending a message and then there is a reply but a blank friendster message and so I replied asking what the heck is this?? and no reply from him yet…I am freaking crazy!!! What is wrong???!!! If he doesn’t want to stay friends, he can freaking say it to my face and stop every existence of his from my life..it’s as easy as that….but no, I am still giving him a chance….this is so stupid freaking crazy to the core. Allow me to scream.