My classes have started and I rather enjoyed them!! And I actually have this resolution never to skip any of these classes because I have some of the best lecturers. And I guess I am eager to learn everything and read whatever they ask me to read and do the best that I can. There is no time to waste……and I think it’s the best way for me to start forget certain things.

My lecturers have been urging us to be the best and we are here with a mission and vision, to quote from a lecturer of mine “muslims are killed everyday and we are here fooling around, wasting time” she said it straight to the face and it’s like a slap to the face. I will remember those words and the face she puts on when she said that. Are we stupid? Are we ignorants? Are we blind? God, there is a lot of things that I need to do,be better and change myself. Sometimes I feel tired of the world, of the worldly things that I used to love….like all those bands I chased, like all those songs I loved to listen, like all the expensive and branded items I wanted to have…like all the glamour life I see people living…sometimes I feel tired of it all…but this is the era, the period I’m living in…and when I read friends’ testimonials, there are other good better people and who am I? I am a nobody and seemingly nothing good in me. But I know I cannot think like that. My parents have brought me up to be what I am today and I should be proud of myself. I will not let them down. There is something good in me, I just need to bucker up and be better, build up on the personalities that I already have. I’m still searching for myself. One thing I have to learn, is to be happy with my life, with what I have and going to have, with the things I’m facing. I have to try and accept them and only then will I can be a happier person. Believe in myself.

Everything is because of God. So help me God.