I am void of feelings or thoughts on you know who…too many times have I thought of you know who, too many brain energy wasted on you know who, too many unanswered questions and confusions on you know who, too many tears restrained, too many cries unheard and the biggest problem is that: two of them : one is I don’t have to feel this way…and the other one is…there is a reason for these to happen and that means I have to hold on to see what is in store for me. But I guess, my brain has freeze itself from thinking of you know who, because I don’t know what to think anymore…. I don’t want to doubt you know who, I really don’t, so I won’t care for now at least.