Well, well, well…The week has been a busy week for me. First of all, I got two tests!! And I’ve completed them!! It is an achievement since having to study amidst the business that I’m facing and the lack of sleep I’m experiencing. Yesterday had a Study of Quran test which was quite easy. I don’t know why and how but I think it’s easy but I don’t think I can get good marks for that, at least a pass for it. Than today had an Islamic Ethics test which I almost didn’t go for because I was not really prepared for it. But I got through it. Alhamdulillah and I got to write some relevant points for them…but still, no guarantees of getting high marks. The good thing is that we are allowed to take another test in February and even get to choose the higher marks between the two and take it as carry marks in the finals. Good lecturers they are. Allah bless them!!

And at the moment, I am very busy being one of the organizing team for an event…Opening Ceremony and Motivational Talk as a sub-programme for an even bigger event known as ICE Week – Intelligence, Commitment and Excellence Week. Even though I am just a treasurer for the programme, but I still had to do some little help for the secretary (Qadar), who is obviously loaded with letters and speeches!! And sometimes, people unconsciously scolded us for not doing any jobs when they don’t know that the real problem doesn’t lies with us, but with the people we are inviting and they are not just people, but of the higher ranks, the dean, deputy dean, lecturers and we have to follow their time…It’s not their fault of course…but sometimes, people just don’t want to understand, they expect things to be done, raised voices heartlessly and of course, they can act like that because they are the ‘authority’. The thing is they rush us when they give us the job at the last minute. Sometimes, it’s shit…..I don’t want to talk anymore….things like miscommunications and hard feelings are better left unsaid. I’ll just take them as the course of life….in the end, after everything is said and done, people forget and get on with life. This is only university life, not yet the real world.

Anyway, these are just minute things compared to the hardships victims of the Tsunami had to face…so let me be grateful with this stupid problems.

My cousin, Aili, was really sick yesterday and I squeezed my time to accompany her to the uni clinic, which had attitude problem doctors. I can’t believe they are doctors when they don’t have the ethics of one. Getting snappy at patients and rude to foreigners like as though we are stupid people and is more willing to left a person dying rather than miss his lunch. What the…!!! Aili was damn weak and had to face these rude people, and it’s not her fault for breaking down. Anyway, her body was hot and she’s shivering, by midnight, she’s not recovering so a senior, Kak Y sent her to the clinic again and I was grateful it was her, because she can talk back to the rude doctors. Her condition was really bad last night that I broke down myself, not knowing what to do other than giving her medicines and sponging her through the night. My mother called and she instructed me to do what’s best. Anyway, my friends are cool and they helped along. So I’m not alone. Special thanks to Qadar and Shasha and Kak Y. Alhmadulillah Aili is much better today. I slept late last night, almost at 3 am. But I’m ok with it, and I woke at around 10 am this morning. Thank God, I had no Studies of Religion class and I burned my Arabic class because had to meet the dean, but eventually Qadar did it with kak Laila. But time not wasted, I got to read a little for my Ethics test.

And now, I’m at the lab, trying to relax and destress. My mind is really preoccupied and I don’t have any appetite to eat. I persuaded Miza to watch vcd tonight, after a meeting, just to let loose and she’s ok with it. I can’t wait!!!

With this, I’m ending this entry with a sad short note that someone has not reply to my message. Is someone angry by his balnk message and giving up already? I know it’s not…guess he’s trying to find the right time and day and retype the whole thing…maybe he’s still busy with his exams. Doesn’t matter. Take your time. I have a lot of other things to do myself. So long….