Of all things that I forgot to write about – The Opening Ceremony of ICE WEEK ’05, which I was a part of the organizing team. It was on Monday night..The whole event went smoothly but a whole lot of disappointment because no one from the public was present!!! Only the ICE WEEK people and the exco members!!! And a few friends. Still, I am proud of it all! It’s our hard work…even though some things I did will be left unseen and unknown..it’s all in the name of knowledge…so who cares.

The Dean was present and he was the most sweetest person I’ve ever encounter…he praised us for the hard work and the brilliance of the whole programme..that we are the chosen people and he encouraged to us to continue with this new resolution of leadin the ummah. I am so touched by his speech…there’s not a single sarcastic comment from him or any other VIPs who actually ‘wasted’ their time to attend our programme. I am very grateful to them.

And there’s a motivational talk by our lecturer, Mdm Haslina which was interesting..she has always been a source of motivation for me…even in her class so I enjoyed her talk of Jihad and comprehensive excellence..planning and striving to achieve our aim, spiritual strength…a lot of things I couldn’t mention word by word. It’s all save in mind and heart.

Overall, the event went well…but one sad outcome…I’ve sworn to Allah, and Ratu as my witness, never am I going to be in an organizing team when some unsaid people are in it. It’s bound to be hay wire, things will go wrong and I will be blamed even though I was never a part of it! Here I was trying to console one person and at the same time, putting up appearances for the other party and having nothing to do with all those stupid feelings and in the end, I got involved, people accused me of some other thing when I never said anything and then I’m the one being hard to forgive and forget of these untrue things. I’ve had enough! I’m going to disappear from these people. I don’t want to get tangled up with people’s sensitivity. I’m sensitive enough, hearing one people’s problems, and I got the blame. Shit. Enough. It’s all for the sake of knowledge.