It’s the small things in life that really make the world a much happier place to live in. For example a simple praise from a lecturer will boost our confidence. Like today in class, my lecturer was reading an explaination and I interrupted him with a question. A simple question but he praised that it was a good one. Mumtaz!! Call me childish, but I like it. And suddenly the world seems nice and things look beautiful. A little confidence fed in and I feel better today!!

And it’s the small things in life that I oberve but…ok, I was reading a certain someone’s profile in friendster, and I can’t help noticing the ‘sound’ of every little message in them and I begin to notice that maybe someone is still hurting, hurting badly from the past, that someone can’t quite forget everything. Like someone might do something. Not something bad…but maybe worst, getting her back in someone’s life. Why worst?? Because that is going to hurt me deeply. Or maybe someone is just hating things at the moment. And another small thing I noticed is the way someone acknowledged his neighbourhood, like maybe he’s now in Singapore, which is kind of possible since he’s just finished his exams and that would hurt me if he’s not telling.

And the simplest question: what should I do?? I don’t know. Should I just keep quiet…or should I ask him whether he’s still hurting…or not send anything until he replies to my message. I don’t know. I wish I have someone who can tell me what to do. And you know what, the best thing might just to let go and not do anything. Or yet, maybe I do go and ask him. The heck with it, it’s not like I’m losing anything. Even if it turns out to be something I won’t like….well, there’s still Adit~