Yesterday went to Midvalley again and bought and orange wallet!!! Yeah I know maybe I shouldn’t but the wallet’s cool and it’s about time for a new wallet.!! I gave the cute salesguy a hard time, asking him to bring out any cool orange wallet. There was a few others which are nice, there’s even a cool leather wallet but it costs RM70!! So I had to be satisfied with the orange wallet I bought. It’s striped with different shades of orange and yellow. That made me happy.

And am still thinking of someone but I’m beginning to teach myself to stop and let go of things. Maybe it’s not in my control. I really have to let go. I miss those old times but is there anything I can do to return to those times. Can I know what exactly should I be expecting?? It’s making me feel vulnerable not knowing what is happening? I think I’m going to ask him. Please give me the guts. Please help me Allah. Tell me what is the right thing to do. Or should I just keep quiet and turn my thoughts to You. I really don’t know what to do and thinking about this will always bring tears to my eyes. I have never been in this situation. So why should I face it now??