Why must I noticed every single thing?? Every single thing that someone puts in the profile and why must I think that those have hidden meanings in them?? Why must I noticed?? Can’t I be like some blur person and not noticed them??? Someone puts some Cake songs in the profile, and I went to look for the lyrics to those songs, and I can’t help but think there must be something. Furthermore, I know the songs that this someone likes will eventually have something to do with the things that this person is facing through. And I know what this person had gone through, so ……shit, I know! I know the feelings, the thoughts, just from reading those lyrics and I know why this someone likes those songs~ I know!
Am I paranoid or what?? Or am I just caring too much??? I’ve had it with them ah!!
And amidst the ‘happiness’ concerning Adit, I know I have to keep a distance from him. He’s being a good friend helping me through that cd, but I know, (because I noticed too much), that there has to be a distance. And come on lah, Adit, I just want to be friends…it’s not like I like him a lot~
So that’s it~ I’ve had it. Especially with the aforementioned person.