It’s only the second week of the third semester and already I’m busy with classes, and presentations and assignments, add these to a programme I suddenly found myself in! Even though with only three classes, my time is amazingly full, and consider myself lucky that I get to escape online at this moment! I’m taking Bahasa Melayu Nusantara, Introduction to Psychology and Social Stratification, and all three was kind of heavy subjects. I have two presentations to prepare, that’s for BM and Soca Strat. Mid-term for Psych next Friday! Assignment for Soca Strat, to be handed in the next two weeks, and in between, organizing an inter-faith dialogue, which only have one week left for everything!! I am real nervous about it, because this dialogue is an important programme, and we don’t want to be embarrassing ourselves, there’ll be speakers of other religions from organizations, and the Rector will be coming. I am nervous about it!! I am the secretary II and equally busy as the first secretary!! But I know we can do it!

Amidst all this business, someone managed to actually make me guilty and shitty and in the end, I am forced to say sorry. He’s always right, and I’m always wrong. That’s the way it had always been and this stupid person don’t even realise that I’m hurt about everything!! He always want to be the victim!! And the thing is, I had enough of his games and I just don’t know what to do. It’s up to him!!

And the one thing that, I can say, makes me happy, is the thought of Adit. Even that….. I don’t know what to say, only in my dreams!!! But I really want to see him and tell him that I got B+ for my Fiqh Sirah, which was very unexpected. I want to talk to him. I want to see him. Again, only in my dreams~