Had been busy for the past few days. Had to do reports and reviews of movies and tests and last but not least, a presentation coming up next week!! Alhamdulillah, days fully filled, aka no wasting time but nevertheless, I’m no perfect and there are so many things that I might have forget….so many things had to be checked proper and detailed and I had to keep up with people. Hoping that my Lord would help me give me the strength and faith to live this life, especially when some people start to talk behind backs and giving faces when I do not think that I deserve this. For a mere joke, people start giving me sarcastic remarks and perceptions. And the shitty thing was, it always happened during programmes. Whenever there’s a programme going on, they start making petty issues. And I do not know how to react!!! I need my Ratu and Romo and my Wyte and my brothers and sisters. I so need the time out. I have so many things to do, things to accomplish, things to remember and people are just giving me the shits. Lord, please help me~ Please help me do the right thing and say the right word and give the right attitude. Lord, please help me. Can I just be blind to people who had always tried my patience and limits. Can I just be blind to people who are always trying to find fault and blaming me for petty emotions. YOU have always showed me and let me learned from the people around me. So help me Lord.

Talking about happier things, well, it happened JUST now. There’s this senior who I kind of have a crush on. And he entered this lab, and of all the empty computers around, he chose to sit at the pc beside me!! Cute or what??!! And we talked. : ) And another thing was I finished the report!!