Now I’m going to talk about the major character in this blog once upon a time, it’s the friend’s birthday yesterday and take it as a tribute to the friendship we once had.

Wishing the friend a happy birthday. And purposely delaying in sending a bday message to the friend even if it’s only a day. I had wanted to not even wish at all but guilty conscience overcame my bitterness, considering that I used to be the one eager to wish him, so eager in fact that I counted the days to the day. Stupid? Yes. totally stupid now that I think about it. And another reason was I was out yesterday the whole day!! (as in what’s written previously) And there’s another reason – it’s something like childishly getting back at him because he himself was late in wishing me on my birthday this year, like it doesn’t matter to me, or to him! When he used to be eager in wishing me, like the beautiful gift he gave once, or the rushing back home to long distance call me, or be the first to msg me when the clock striked 12. Honestly, I missed those friendly times. Truly. Now, it’s just like we’re almost strangers. Even when I called him during last semester break, I know I have a lot of things to talk to him but the words won’t come out. Like I don’t know him anymore. Once upon a time, everything was about me and everything was about him. Not ‘us’ definitely. There was never ‘us’ but our care and concerns were for each other. We’ve lost that connection now.

On his birthday, I’m hoping for better days for him and me, without that old me and him. And the friendship we once had will be sweet memories, that he was once the one that matters to me, he still matters to me, but it’s just not the same. I will not and cannot even imagine what will happen in the future. All I can say is, I missed the old him.
“The Reason” to this tribute~