The beautiful rose really did made my day today!! It made me smile! hehe It really is so beautiful and the red red rose really came out nice with the blue background of my friendster site. It is beautiful~ and it also looks nice in mypicjournal because that blog has a black background. So much enchanting and mysterious and full of emotions. It’s just so WOW! I’m raving about a rose~ check it out in mypicjournal.blogspot.com
Just to let out a few things: first and foremost, I’m just wondering, why the he** do I always feel tense whenever some friends are around, but could easily be happy among other friends?? I don’t understand myself lah sometimes!!! why ah? I really do. And I’ll just go quiet as being dead, like I’m not there when these two persons are there, is it because they are the ones doing the talking and seemingly controlling everything and everyone with their voice?? I’m not as loud as them…and now it seems they are intimidating to me. and then I found myself trying to be not among them, well they don’t include me in their secrets. Well, that’s not the matter their secrets were tense issues. I don’t mind not knowing. And they must not think they are the victims, like I’m the villain, because they sometimes do, or is it just my imagination??
I know, I don’t want the two friends to mess with my life, like as though they know everything about me, because they don’t, like almost ruling over me with that loud voice of theirs.
I’m being cruel.
living seri 