My longest title ever for a blog of mine….Making the Most out of Nothing…Why? Here goes:

1. I am technically alone down here in IIUM, and doing technically everything related to MRC. I was alone, for damn’s sake!!

2. The MRC, had volunteered to collect the recycling papers which was dumped at every block. There were supposed to be around 5 of us to do this garbage job and taddaa!!! I am alone!!! The rest went back!! Even the president who was the eager one, well her case can’t be helped, she got down with a fever at the last minute and went back! Called another girl who was so eager saying that she’ll be back today, Tuesday and we’ll do together, if we’re tired, we can sleep on the bus to Rompin. And It’s almot 6 pm now, our trip to Rompin due tonight at 11.00pm, and WHERE IS SHE????

3. I was going to do this garbage job alone, I was so angry that I thought my strength would just come out of nowhere, and I did! I managed to clear out Block B’s papers. ALONE! I was so happy that I managed to do it. It was a VICTORY! Did it on Sunday starting from 8 pm -11 pm. I sorted out the newspapers from the magazines and used shoes from rags and whatnots…..but victory short lived, the next morning, I went down and saw that some stupid bitches had dumped new sets of garbage on my neatly arranged towers of papers!!! ANd I mean DUMPED! Can’t they see that the place was neat and spick and span, didn’t they have the heart to at least PUT their papers PROPERLY??? I was so heartbroken!! But what can I say? I brought this upon myself??

4. Told the Principal and Manager that I can’t do it. There’s only FU***ng Me alone down here!! And they said, the MRC volunteered to do it. Yes but if there’s only ME with all the hype and eagerness and the rest don’t seem to care, how am I going to do it?? The manager called a few Turkish girls who were due for community service because they were zakat recipients, THEY?? WOuld they brought themselves low to do this kind of ‘volunteering’? Well, sad to say they don’t seem that eager themselves. SO NO HOPE.The papers are HUMONGUOUS and RIDICULOUS to be done ALONE. I admit DEFEAT.

5. Been in and out of the mini library and the Operation Room, thought I could do some decorating there but I can’t, I lost my creative juices at the moment. But found a cool book, A VERY COOL book at the mini library: The International Jew by Henry Ford. It really was rare. The book said itself that it was seemingly nonexistent in US libraries and bookstores for a widely millions -sold book in the 30s. An old book indeed but very contemporary. Have yet to finish reading.

6. At last, I completed the long awaited proposal for Halimah Week!!! Today! My baby looked so fresh and smelled fresh. Hope that it will be approved as soon as possible.

7. Done other things, cleared my rooms, completed a few letters that needed to be done, designed the new MRC letterhead and I broke my specs into two….MY Beloved Blue SPECS!!! It smashed because I slept on it!! And yup, I am now squinting my eyes now to look at the monitor! I have to lean forward to the monitor instead of sitting back and relax. About time too I guess that it broke, time for a new specs. But I LOVE my specs!!!

8. Still alone now, but amongst the business, managed to watch TV. I conquered the TV room HAHAHA, watched The Chronicles of Riddick which was oklah, a cool movie, except for Vin Diesel, don’t like him. And Malcolm in the middle. And Mtv. Found a new song to rave about, Ashley Parker Angel – Let U Go and Yellowcard’s Roughlanding Holly.

9. I MISS HOME! I WANT TO GO BACK AS SOON AS I AM BACK FROM PAHANG! I LOVE YOU RATU I LOVE YOU ROMO I LOVE YOU AL I LOVE YOU SITI I LOVE YOU NURI I LOVE YOU EDID I LOVE YOU NYEK I LOVE YOU NENG.

Miss my family terribly.