ok, this is a very uninteresting way to start a blog, but I’ve started my net surfing the wrong way! which is so unexpected and it’s bugging me till I’m able to let out. Firstly, I have to admit that I was not eager at all to receive any messages, smses or emails or missed calls whatsoever, from this particular person, and I have no credit to reply anyway, but i’ve been getting those, amidst the exams, which was rather stressful, for having to memorise ALOT, and this Mekar thingy, which I have themed it: BILALAH NAK HABIS???!!! and I found those messages irritating! I don’t know what fault those messages did to me, they were just simple hi -hello-how are you- messages, but it doesn’t touched my heart at all. I guess I’m still pissed off because I was invited to a wedding at THE LAST MINUTE, without proper invitation that is, but a stupid sms, and which I considered it VERY RUDE. Obviously this particular person do not care about my feelings, so that’s it, don’t talk to me. Try harder. yeah, go look for someone else who’s sooo much like the married -with-two-kids- ex. Go.

And another thing that is pissing me off this very minute was the english!! I’m not saying I’m good in English, NO, but at least, puhleeaassee lah, is it necessary to have grammar mistakes in simple sentences??? MARY, SULI> HELP!!! sheesh!!

I’ve realised I’m being ungracious and almost cruel in this post, I can’t help it. No one’s able to understand this irritation and disgust I’m having at the mo, and what’s pitiful is, the source of it seems innocent. Please pardon me.