There’s a few things that I need to relate here before getting ready for the next exam which will fall on this sunday.

1. MYTH exam

It was ok, so far, after spending days reading for it!! Still it’s not that easy writing the answers because I had the PLEASURE of sitting at the very back of the hall, just next to the door, bye-bye…. And I can’t believe the number of people coming in and out of that door! It’s EXAM HOUR, for God’s sake!! There were like people going to the toilet, and the invigilators coming in and out, it wouldn’t matter at all, if it hadn’t keep CRREEAAAKKKKING everytime someone pushes/pulls the stupid door!! TWO DOORS at that!! It took me everything to not shout SHUDDUUPP!! one of the invigilators noticed my uneasiness and had the good heart of letting one of the door opened, but still the other door creeakked!!! And starting to 30 minutes before the hour ends, more people left the hall, thus more noise! Thus, seriously I could not concentrate in my answers, I almost gave up along the way. It was nerve-wrecking!!! NEVER TO GET A SEAT BESIDE THE DOOR. At 5 pm, NINE sections which amounts up to 500 students left the hall, and obviously, they were to pass me, it’s an AVALANCHE. I wasted almost to ten minutes, just letting them out, the NOISE is uncontrollable. I wish I could stand up and say ‘Shut the F^^*k UP!!!’ but of course that’s just mythical thinking, it doesn’t happen.

All in all, myth was ok, the questions were quite hard, I’m hoping for Dr wan’s generosity in marking. Please, with the patience I had to bear sitting beside the door. It’s hard.

Two more papers to go~

2. Stupid person disorder.

I had the most difficult days, amongst the exams, between trying to concentrate in my reading, at the same time, having to deal with some stupid person disorder. I’ve been relating this story to so many people, I’m getting sick of it! But I’m glad to say that this ordeal ended. Remember I did say somewhere here there’s someone crazy out there who’s been messaging me, telling bad things about the vp, and the vp herself receiving those messages, and it doesn’t stop at us, but started disturbing the ex-vp of mrc 2004/2005. It’s like vp-plague. vp04/05 & vp05/06(that was me) & vp06/07 getting disturbed from a crazy person….after all that we went through, me and vp 04/05 thinking so hard trying to find who the stupid culprit is and me trying to save vp06/07 from fitnahs (well that was what I thought!!) AND THE BIGGEST BETRAYAL ever….it was the work of vp 06/07 all ALONG!!! It WAS HER WORK!! I can’t believe someone would actually did this to me. what was she thinking??!!! what was she trying to gain?? we got her to own up with the help of our assistant manager of the mahallah. what’s making it harder to accept was, last friday evening, she owned up without a single air of regret, with that stupid look that she had, the same night, she cam up to my room, telling me that she was not the one who did, then who did? don’t know. why owned up? to stop the mess….so obviously she’s the one doing it. Who does she think i am?? one minute you did, the next you didn’t. What SHIT!! She’s trying to gain sympathy and actually had the nerve to ask about the mrc. You’ve been doing this shit thing all along, and you still want to sak about the mrc?? If it’s important at all to you, you wouldn’t be doing this to me. STUPID.

And she stepped down. MRC cannot work with a LIAR. A BIG LIAR. Simply, gunting dalam selimut. duri dalam daging, talam dua muka..ALL THE SHITS. I’m still hurt, disappointed, angry at this person. Here I am thinking that I want to save her, spare her the embarrassment, having hopes on her thinking she’ll be taking over when I graduate, and this is what happens. I’m truly hurt. But it felt like a burden relieved when all this was over.

WHAT A WEEK! With all the things that’s happening, I wish I’m back home.

And yes, I’m still thinking of someone, of all the questions left unanswered, of all the things that was left unsaid, at the same time, there’s nothing to say…