The days have been good. Met lecturers for consultation, which is becoming a habit this semester and missing my previous lecturers, wich I could meet them once in while. And loving reading at the moment. Nothing much to update but just to test whether blogging is still allowed or not….

Contemplating whether to send a major character a birthday wish or not. What should be done? What should be done when there is this someone you know in a twinkle of an eye, like suddenly becoming close friends after so long just exchanging glances. Or maybe I thought it was real friendship and the things been said, are those just slips of the tongue? The emails, were those just a creation of a mind? Having no meaning in every word said and written. And without any warning, things seemed to change…there’s this continuing silence, I’m avoiding one, one’s avoiding me without any real hatred but something hangs in the air. Oh yeah.. these are all my imagination, aren’t they? And still missing those friendly times…

And so should I go ahead and send one or keeping quiet, knowing even a message might not rival any other messages that one might receive, maybe even a call from a certain someone was all that one could ever wish for. And the thought of it hurts me. I can’t read one like I used to, and one can’t read me like one used to. I used to know what one’s hiding, one even said one couldn’t seem to hide things from me. and one always seemed to know, like that silence one sensed from across the world. I guess I’m asking for too much. and the memories always hurts. So can my Only One please hurry and save me from this misery?

note: one and Only One might be totally different people.