the sweet air of singapore~ well, not that we can taste the air, the weather’s pretty gloomy but that’s alright, it still looks brighter to me.

reach home sweet home yesterday, with the heavy full of stones…rather, books…that I have to catch up with the reading..am so determined to do so.

ASSIIUM had a six thinking hats workshop today at Madrasah Aljunied, or as I just found out, Aljunied Islamic College, whatever, it’s still a school. I found myself constricted out of my creativity with the room that we had for the workshop, i mean, am not complaining, the classroom was nice enough but the light’s not bright enough (I have a thing for bright lights), granted that we had to switch off some for the screen projector, but it wasn’t dark in Al-sagoff the last time we had the workshop.

I wasn’t satisfied really, not with me. I can’t hyped myself, something’s wrong with the mood and qzai did ask me why am I looking stressed? seriously I don’t know the answer but i think i am stressed. or maybe too tired? haven’t been sleeping well all week! Aili was great for a moderator. The multimedia would be very nice if the projector’s light working brightly, i know shasha must have put a lot of hard work in it, it’s the lights ah!! facilitators were great and cooperative and creative, at that. other committees were great except that they can’t find useful things to do, can’t blame them, they did what they had to do. Everyone was doing well, except me. Seems like I was at a loss. I thought I could handle it but I don’t think so. Whatever it was, really hope that the students gained something useful from it.

just to let things out once and for all. One’s not replying AGAIN. it’s not once or twice. it’s a few times already!! it’s one’s infamous deviant pattern. i understand that now. perfectly well. you know what’s one’s behaving as? like some heartless thoughtless selfish two-faced jerk ass. i mean, WHO IS ONE??? I don’t seem to know this person anymore!! i really don’t! it really is full of shit. how could a person like one exist? i’m really am disappointed bigtime. with HELL about the dream. should have known better. who does it take me for?? shouldn’t have been so naive. of all people, i got stooped by one.

whatever~ enough already. FULL STOP. it really is. De facto. FULL STOP.