many things were accomplished the previous week. as have been stated, there were tests and assignments. and am just finished with two midterm tests the last two days.. now i can actually breathe some new fresh air!!! well, for a short while that is.

before anything else, i wanted to say that archery booth was a hit last weekend, during the Co-Cu week!! Archery’s booth must have been the most busiest those two days. seriously, i actually brought a book thinking that i could read during boring times, imagining that from 8am – 6pm would be a bore. i was damn wrong. there were like 12 of us archery-mates as committees and we don’t even have time to sit!!! people kept coming to try shooting and a lot of explaining had to be done for every people who tried. well you can’t just shoot anyway you like so i have been repeating the instructions for infinite times that i just about had it if i have to explain anymore to anyone about archery. plus the scorching scorching heat that was peeling at my skin!!

but the hard work was paid off. we collected more than RM300 in two days, which is a record breaking amount. and we were the last booth to close on sunday, at 7pm because there were still some people queueing for archery. later that evening, we ate our hearts out at this sate kajang restaurant. that was really a treat for me for i hadn’t been eating right the past week due to some circumstances. i was really thankful for that. overall, am proud to be in archery.

even though things are looking better for this week, other than the fuss for halimah project, am going through a mood-phase whereby am feeling like i’m the most stupidest person and the most ugliest person in the whole of iiu-land, and certain things are just making it worst. like having acquaintance with some pretty girls, i mean we just know they are, from the way people look at them. and i read this psychology book on how people will always have a good impression on pretty girls, even if they are just looking at photos of them. like they are exceptionally smart and everything nice and sweet. good marks come easily to pretty girls. and i don’t fall into that category. and how people seem to think i’m a local lately. it’s twice already that i had to tell people i’m a singaporean. to a lecturer and to the stupid officer at finance. i’ve lost my singaporean essence is it??!! i hate it big time. do i look stupid? and there’s that character. you know that “one.” i’m just accumulating anger and hatred to one for reasons i can’t comprehend. they say we hate because we love, but this…i love to hate!! and at this level of sensitivity, i’m just about hating everyone with some petallic exceptionals.

and yeah finance was another big bummer. i did not register for my semester 3 subjects just because i have not paid my fees. they were ok on previous semesters and had unblocked my account for registration purposes, but they are not helpful at all now. so what the hell!! i don’t pre-reg then!! i was angry, i was crying but well, money don’t fall from the sky. and i don’t want to worry my parents. i know their situation, so i’ll just shut up and suck it all in. this is the life i’m living. how tragedically poetic.

only one thing i know….am not doing any looking out or waiting. had enough.