the project from heaven..contrary to the title. well, to keep things in a lighter note. to put myself within a more positive outlook. the halimah project is ongoing as i post this…but i’m just escaping from it all for awhile for i am depressed and stressed out with the whole thing. few more hours to go till it ends and i’m still hoping for a miracle to happen.

sucked big time in archery today..like as though i have never played it before. i guess i wasn’t able to focus because of this project.

i dream of better things but those dreams have abandoned me. and i’m left with the remnants of hope and diminishing strength and the mask of smile.