finally, i actually spent the day with a good real rest after weeks of business and chaosness!!!

had archery friendly match which i did ok in. i thought i was good but others were better and i guess luck wasn’t on my side… not that i want to win anything, but at least i did not embarrass myself throughout the match. sorry coach for disappointing. but i tried hard and i practised hard. and i think halimah project got in the way of my concentration during the whole of last week’s training. seriously, i hurt my left arm badly and i couldn’t release the arrow properly because the thing kept falling instead of on the target. i did miss thrice during the match, but the rest were ok/ archery is all about physics and focus and the feel of it, and i did not feel it most of the time. but whatever it is, it passed. that’s what matters. and i can fully focus on my studies now. about time to! considering am left with two whole weeks to prepare. i really need to make it..again this time.

oh yeah, there was the assiium event which nobody came…well there were like 15 of us who came, including the only 5 excos whe were there. but alas, we got a good discussion on assiium and its people. and i might have spoken a lot more than i intended. but i just can’t keep quiet..there’s always something that i had to say and let people know what we the excos are going through, for Lord’s sake!
just how some people don’t really see the importance of assiium. some words just hurt alot but i took it as an intellectual, as an academic. especially on the discussion of gossip. i don’t know why they always like to bring this up??? it’s the traditional epidemic, being once part of the victims. and for the person who brought it up? why got so uptight,i haven’t heard any gossip about you for that matter!!do people even care what happens?? and i think what was even worst if when other people got accused for spreading gossip!! it’s a bunch of selfish lot!!some claimed to be the victim, some accused as villains. i feel like i just want to shut myself up and not see anybody…because they are selfish and they suck. what is wrong with you people?? or maybe there’s something wrong with me? but still, it opened my eyes up, like about reaching out to assiiumers? what reaching out when some don’t even bother to turn up in programmes?? these are the people i mentioned as we have to kneel down and beg…what are we? beggars? ok, now i’m getting uptight with this whole thing. but seriously now… TAKE IT AS AN INTELLECTUAL. NO HARD FEELINGS. sometimes we have to block all these elements and have an open mind towards everything. i really learnt that alot here.

miss my family alot…