for all the times that i have been through in this rather short period, since the last post…well, i found myself speechless and unable to comprehend certain things. a friend said in an email that the few months before graduation is a crucial transitional period. i guess i’m going through that period. anxious to finally …..i can’t find the right word to say it, graduate? complete studying? finally be an intellectual academic person? what? and still, bearing this sad feeling of leaving it all.

the days i had been through, the tears and laughters. i had conversations with my juniors, and it finally hit me then, that THIS IS IT. all the experiences. amazing.

but really at this moment, am in some mode where i can’t seem to express my self well now. there’s just A LOT going through my life. it is a time for wise decision. a time which challenges me for bearing the responsibilities. please help me Lord. Life is hard.