i had just mentioned how the family was happy to receive a new addition to the family. Little did we know, we are losing a member of the Ali clan. my aunt, mak ngah, departed faithfully in calmness and tranquility on monday night 28th May 2007. my cousin kak lina and her husband drove me and aili to pak ngah’s family house at Cheras. i regret procrastinating to visit them, and was just planning to do so this weekend. i guess Lord has fulfilled this wish. i could still imagine her smiling face with her specs and her frailness. i went to visit despite having class that morning, and despite receiving a reply from my lecturer saying that there’ll be a test the next day, which will touch on the day’s lesson. i will have bear the guilt forever, being here near pak ngah and family, and not visiting them at this most needed time. i know she knew we were there.

(Lord has helped me indeed, had a short discussion with my groupmate that very night, her explainations brief and simple, had the test next day, got the results today, and found out that am among the few who got second highest, my gratitude to my groupmate, and who would have thought??)

counting the days: 11 more days to go. one paper on the 8th, and another on 11th which is the first day of the exam week = my last day of exam. my very last final paper.

AGM on Monday, i honestly can’t wait who will be the next exco. ASSIIUM, not just about you and me, but a whole generation and a commitment to always let it be alive.
not kids alive or teens alive but ASSIIUM ALIVE! hehe (kak zubed may like the sound of this).

had a programme last night, a collaboration with the counseling department. and the organizer was gratified and awed with the turnout that we had to order more food because the participants who came were more that we had expected. thank you to the sisters who came. may Allah bless you all and may you benefit from the talk. for the record, the most sought after lecturer from the psychology department, Br Harris Shah was the speaker. maybe he’s the attraction himself. haha.

is that it?? i think this is all for now.

endnote; guys kind of sucks for the moment, especially for those having a rough time. i mean they just sucks. am becoming more unsure and just scared to be in a whatever ——–ship with any of them. i need some kind of petunjuk from the powers above to give me a sign, for i am so not ready. despite my age. SCARED la sey! and yeah just nak comment jer…. guys definitely lookout for the pretties and the pinkies and the skirties, can i say the booties?? guys like girls who thinks guys singing songs tahap maxxxxnyer slow oh so cool…… it’s just a comment. tak paham ar!! cam bingit jugak ar!

but like Qzai said in her blog, there’s always a balance in life. i’m added here and you are divided there, and lets play the maths of life.

i’m into greens and blues, i have no problem with pink but i would die if every living and non-living things around me are pink. unpretty but survived for lord has given this gift of life. i lurvve wearing pants!! u will rarely see me in a skirt. and top on the list are noisy punk rock emoistic songs. tak boleh carry ah lagu slow sangat. dengar jer lagu jiwang rock melayu nangis cipan, tapi tak payah slow sangat ah! guitars and drums are the works you know!

note: i’m sure none of my girls are as above. i don’t mean any of you. though pardon me if it’s offensive.