when i’m damn hungry, but food’s not nice. dampens my appetite. but forced to eat a little, just so my stomach won’t grumble. but not full enough so i still feel hungry. and when cough attacks strike,(i’ve had two cough attacks already) i cannot stop coughing, that dampens the appetite more. because food goes down the throat was coughed out. so i don’t enjoy my lunch at all. i’m still hungry, but no food seems nice enough. and when the forbidden drink, my seasons ice lemon tea, is the only liquid that tastes nice but i shouldn’t be drinking it because of the cough attacks. and the running nose is not helping either. and the fluctuating temperature, i’m too cold but then again, body heat is high.

i shouldn’t be here at the moment. i should be resting.