oh i know why i’m feeling extra excited and anxious for this raya. (after an hour or so thinking about it…serious, sambil buat kerja, sambil terfikir2 the reason)

even though i’m working and got to shop for raya with own hard-earned money, dapat belanja adik2 lagik, that’s a fine and nice feeling really, but we are soo going simple this year. so takde la nak baju yang mahal2 la kan, and no real cuti exactly for raya, work as usual..it’s not like there’s new furnitures in da house, or new family members in da house..nnooo…but..

this is the first year i got to spend my whole ramadhan here in singapore with my family, straight on 30 days, after three years, back and fro to IIU and sometimes, almost the whole month fasting in IIU, and coming back to singapore for raya 2/3 days before raya.(remembered this one semester, i’m kinda tergolong dalam kumpulan orang-orang yang habis exam lambat, i got Creative Thinking paper, i remembered not really studying for it because dalam fikiran ni cuma nak baaaliiikk jer, and remembered, finished the paper within 2 hours out of 2 andahalf hours, ran back to my mahallah, grabbed my bags and terus, takde pandangbelakang lagik, balik!!! that was 2 days before raya!!!)

…and also, able to fast, this year, without worrying about exams and results afterwards!
(quote qzai, exam-exam pun ader jer yang nak buat video clip sdn bhd, kan, kan zaimah!)

so yeah, ’tis the reason behind the semangatness~