edited.
chehh, no use pondering over a stupid lovelost. like some sickened teenager. heh. why did i even let myself got carried away? the numbness is fine with me. better numb then tears. because it will be a waste of tears…for i have bigger things to worry. refer to that list i did. the things i need to do!! so now would be the best time to concentrate. and let craznoks be what they should be = craznoks. and me to be what i should be = best i am.
i thought i was there
i thought i have always been there
i thought i knew
and i still think i knew
i still believe you
so what went wrong?
when did it go wrong?
i tried
i hoped
and i still believed
is it my fault to believe?
is there even a small
spot of memory?
is there even a space for thought?
i see there is none
teach me to forget
teach me to forgive
for by all means
there was nothing
and nothing it will be
now
p/s: fana, zaimah, i need you.
living seri 