i have always played my mp3 songs in my ericko-san on random mode, despite having three different playlists to differentiate the noise, the emos, and the indos. but sometimes it amazes me how the songs will usually came up to suit my moods. or like when i’m thinking something, a particular song will play which just defines the right momento. its surprising, its spooky sometimes. like my ericko-san has a mind of its own, which is truly connected with my inner thoughts or something

so i was thinking of my previous post and how it was not even a lovelost, but actually a vague friendship which shouldn’t exist in the first place (never listen to friends if they’re trying to pressurise you to befriend/matcmake with someone). and what’s the point of thinking too much on it, and i shouldn’t regret that it even happened. i was thinking of what i did wrong to be treated this way, but then again, i thought, aaah what the heck. but people, remember that it’s hard for me to forgive and forget.

and then i realise that greenday’s whatshername was on!! feels like the right song, just clicked with the thoughts i was having. ericko-san is so reliable. lets make it “whatshisname” for my sake ok.

“Whatshisname”

Thought I ran into you down on the street
Then it turned out to only be a dream
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
He went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can’t recall the name
Now I wonder how whatshisname has been

Seems that he disappeared without a trace
Did he ever marry old what’s her face?
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
He went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can’t recall the name
Now I wonder how whatshisname has been

Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
The regrets are useless
In my mind
He’s in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
In my mind
He’s in my head
From so long ago

(Go, Go, Go, Go..)

And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I’ll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time.

and as though to comfort me, there’s this other song came up right after green day’s. and always, always, this song spookily came up when one person came to peek my thoughts. why?? i don’t know. and what’s the song? i can’t possibly write it here, for i fear that if the person read this, he would surely know. and i had enough of games. Cuzzie Aili, i think you (only you) might know who am talking of. ; )

but the moral of the story, songs don’t mean anything, the randomness does not mean anything, it just makes you wonder that’s all. being philosophical, random theory is not applicable in my belief. my life is in HIS powers.