I’m left with a few more minutes before leaving 2007. and i don’t care that half of the world population are having their countdown right this very minute. a concert’s on tv, but i don’t bother to watch, and in a few minutes time i’m going to hear the fireworks. yes people, hear the fireworks. not watch. and why do you have to shout the countdowns? i really can’t see the point. and then sing the auld lang syne?

i’m very bad at reminiscing old times and my memories are not helping either. Sometimes i wonder what is it that i remember at all???!!!

Alhamdulillah, i got through 2007 without a scratch, well there are scars somewhere, but i’m very good at hiding them.

I graduated from International Islamic University Malaysia. and graduated from life tutorials as well. the people who matter. those who are just passing by. the laughters. the tears. the heartbreaks. but i have yet to mature.

i understood the meaning of responsibility. when every word or decision you made affects the whole team. every deed done is because of them. not mine alone. leading is a hard thing to do. very. ikhlas. initiative.

i understood the meaning of friendship. acceptance. understanding. unselfish. but i’m still learning. and then there’s rejection. and disappointment. silence. to the girls…precious beings, kind souls, blessed hearts. to the guys…thank you for the friendship, for making me a part of you.

i understood that i cannot do everything on my own. i need people around me. i need people to be on the same wavelength, or things will just crumbles. and then i’ll get bored. and then i don’t bother to even try. because if i’m doing it alone, it won’t get done.

i understood the meaning of family. when you would just do anything to make them happy. i just thought despite the flaws, they’re still family. i experienced the most difficult phase of loss, missing my faithful departeds, for they were not here with me to see what i am now.

and still, there is more to learn.

2007 has given me a lot of valuable lessons. and memories.

so 2008, what is in store for me?