what does revisits, traditions and civilisations have in common?
they are the three things very much dominating my mind, body and soul at this period of time. when i’m not thinking of revisit, i’ll be thinking of traditions, and when i’m not thinking for these two, i’ll be reading up for civilisations. hiyya!! worst than being an undergraduate! hahaha. but as i’ve said before, being busy keeps me moving, and thinking…. the very momentum i’ve been missing. reading, teaching and sharing these knowledge is satisfying, but at the same time, it makes me feel, i could have done better, i could have teach them better. and i want to do the best i can. but teaching..i tell you…is an art~
all is well.

counting to wednesday/thursday!! :)) i don’t want to be so excited, but i can’t pretend i’m not. even though it may turn out to be like ” lerrr tu ajerrr??” kind of respond from other people, but this is important to me. no one knows about this except me, and parents. hahaha!^*$#@)9(87!! and it’s just so fated~

by the way, Teach, i still haven’t finish reading Bila Tuhan Berbicara, i had to keep it aside because of these other projects i had to do. pardon me, it’s your personal copy of FT’s book somemore, felt bad about keeping it long. and the book is so scary i just had to stop sometimes. i couldn’t continue reading it with my mind imagining tsunamis and volcanoes. just scary.

another new and happy day. i’m counting.

when i was going through an infatuation, i told myself, once i knew something about this object of infatuation, which will automatically ends this infatuation (which it did), it will also mean something else. something which i might have been denying all this while, pushing and pushing away, until it came and went, and i’m starting to believe that i had been in the wrong. and aili, your dream still haunted me. i know i don’t have to. but it did. i just don’t know where to start.

but hey….no time to think about this. let’s read up some notes on islamic history and how it came to Southeast Asia!!!!