quite the contrary. am no way going to give up on me. hahah! but rather my flashbox tagboard has gave up on me. i only noticed it this morning that instead of someone greeting me, there’s this bunch of codes took it’s place. so having no knowledge of how to rectify the ‘wronged’ codes (i don’t know how that happened in the first place), visited the flashbox site but heh, i didn’t remember what username and password i had used before. so old cbox, here you go.

the last people who had greeted me would be Teach, cintatragika and kha, right? yeah, a KitKat break sounds nice!!

oklah, weekends been pretty hectic. yes. HECTIC WEEKEND. however, i felt that i did some good teaching last saturday, even though of course there are flaws, still learning here. but serious, i enjoyed teaching last saturday!! we’ll come to that later. go to learning teens

right after my 2 classes, i planned to rush back home, although i stayed back for almost an hour to see how Liyana’s getting on in her class, and a chitchat with the edu dept. for all who had known, yes, we are having some very challenging bunch of students and all of us teens trainers are very anxious how we could help Liyana. i personally find this class interesting, albeit them being terribly difficult. i know there’s a solution to this, and the search itself is a motivating factor.

so anyway, rushed back home, to catch Smallville (tak tahu season mana. but it’s the earlier seasons) and yes, HEROES!!! that’s a therapy. oh by the way, there’s no Supernatural on TV5 last friday!! hampeh!! instead there was the result show for American Idol. chet! and i was so looking forward to it! right, Teach?

started to do my reports and doing a two-page write up on our very own Prophet pbuh proved to be difficult. and we think we know him well enough, and i believe, to write about him does not depend on knowing his lifestory, those dates and battles, but something more. 2 page is definitely not enough to tell it all, no matter how brief i want it to be, i will end up thinking ‘maybe i should add this point’ ‘maybe this event should be conveyed’ and then i will go on read up my sources, and i found out something amazing about him and then i wouldn’t know how to include them in the write up because there’s too much information already and then need to consider the Objectives of the whole write-up. haven’t sleep for two nights already doing this. but it’s worth it.

and then sunday, went for a wedding at……Pontian Johor!! hehe, my very first trip outside Singapore since my convocation last August. Yes people, it had been THAT long!!! so i was unexplainably excited!! it was my mother’s colleague’s wedding and somehow, the plan which my mother and her friends had didn’t go quite well (biaser, ader jugak makcik2 yg ala-ala ‘bubble’ you know what i mean). you really want to know how the trip was?? the journey was truly upsetting if i may say. relating them here will be depressing.

but somehow the thought that i was actually travelling, dispelled any temperament, and trying to cool my mother and two of her good friends down, due to the ‘bubble-ness’ of their other friends, so me and my little sis Nuri tried to make the best out of it making jokes at even the smallest thing. and the weather was SCORCHING HOT la seh!!

still, it was something being away from work and singapore. now, how about that trip to KL this march?? hmmm, or just save up and go on August for their convocation???

orait~~~ continue working, yes, more late nights to come. but be comforted that this IS THE QUEST which i have been praying for to embark, and Lord has heard my prayers.
i shall not wither in this journey. so, no, not giving up on me yet.