a mix of emotions these few days.

1. Tok busu left. the last man standing. the only man we could at least call ‘atok’ left. i was numbed, truthfully. looking at his face, it reminded me of how i kissed my nenek, my atok, my yayi, my nyayi….those faces just keep repeating itself in my mind. and as if hallucinating, i could just imagine them waiting for tok busu to join them at their garden….. and you know what i think? i think he wanted to go, as if he’s been waiting for this day to be reunited with them who have left him earlier. and for that, we let him go.

2. for those who stay, life still goes on.
i’m still braindraining for uncompleted tasks, however, am taking it one step at a time. i realised that i can concentrate at one thing at a time, and i can actually devote myself the whole day just to complete one task, at its best. again, chronology of tasks brought to you by the Action Plan!! have i told you before it’s useful?? hehe

3. An-nahdhah maulidur rasul event was a blast! in a good way. teaming with most of our madrasah students, i have never seen so many students before! haha! lucky we have the NADY people to take over the teens and kindergarten teachers helping out for the younger ones. even though my head was bearing one big heavy stone and feverish, i actually enjoyed the event, of course, when you’re actually working, you’re running around and trying to help out wherever needed. and my mind was constantly praying that teens students didn’t make ‘trouble’ ahakzz!
there’s almost a hundred pics on this event, most of them at http://www.learningteens.multiply.com, just click to the site if you think you’d like to have a peek at the event.

4. still feverish. still sick. still waiting…
however, for my dearest friend’s sake, i just had to drag myself up for her happy day. however, all i can show you is this:

ta daaa!!! yes, that’s it. no more questions.

5. and here i am, searching for some good stuffs on the net. and uploading pics still…… i’m tired of waiting….