continuing on from my first week of working experience. well the nothing much to do was just the icing of the cake. giving me a clear of mind and numbed from non-productivity. because the real deal came on friday.

i found out i have some very precise jobscope. not just any other ustazah there. which is Challenging with a BIG C. seriously. i couldn’t really relate what it is here but i’m excited to start doing it. because i feel and i know..this is what i want to do. despite knowing the humonguous work needed to be done within the span of three months. i’m ready for this. and with the encouragements and tips from my mentor and of course the guidance the people from the mosque is going to provide me. i’m so excited it’s scary but it’s good pressure i hope.

hmm…so far, towards the end of this year, things are turning out rather fine. despite the emotional and confidence breakdown i got somewhere this year. despite the hecticness and chaosness of time dismanagement. it has all been training for me. despite leaving comfort zones to venture on newer things. i’m taking it all in new stride.

these are my sacrifice, in some ways. no matter what it is, i need to berpijak di bumi nyata. and no matter what distractions there are, this is what i need to do. and if it doesn’t want to be a distraction, it has to be the pillar of support.

anyway, i’m leaving my fave band exists’ song- kapal terbang kertas. for a number of reasons:
i’ll be taking a flight this friday morning. THIS friday morning! to b.a.l.i!!!
this song is a good wake up call in the morning when you’re still feeling sleepy, the music just wakes you up. makes you want to jump and headbang, haha!
this song always bring a smile to me because it’s a happy song! it’s like Vitamin H-appy.
and ezad just sounds so handsome in this song. (ok, tak pentinggg)
and because it’s a happy song, i can’t wait to start working…my real job that is…

ps: this feeling is making me starving myself. i want to eat but i have no mood to eat. why??
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