i was amazed that the mos*que is so full of life and people moving about and phones ringing every other minute and not to mention crying and shouting children because it’s their first week of school!

my mind working non-stop from 7.30am to 5.30pm and although i was supposed to have lunch at 11am all the way to 2pm, i just can’t stop~ especially when you’re in the writing mode and your mind is just flowing with ideas and words, you really can’t afford to risk stopping and having a hard time to get to the same momentum. -teach- might understand that.

it’s not even a whole week of the new year and life has moved on like there’s no tomorrow! and i mean it. even after all those hours at work, you still feel like there’s not enough time. Lord, what are we rushing for??!

in times like this, you really appreciate when you have to get up and face Him- have some time to drag yourself from work and calm your mind after all those chaos. just for five minutes. that’s all it takes…or maybe more..

still in the mood to put up a positive outlook, because really, things are going so well. only…’3rd rock from the sun’ came tumbling down on me today in the midst of me doing a report for one mos*que. (be prepared of getting confused because at the end of the day, you can’t even know which mos*que i’m actually talking about haha!!)~

back to what i was saying, i had just practically stopped myself from writing lesson plans and articles, and start on something else, which was the report i was saying. and more or less an ’emergency’ call came up. one mos*que is in desperate need for a youth trainer that could i cover for at least one whole month until they get someone new? WHAT??? isn’t there anyone else? apparently none.

the irony is: i left that mos*que last november because i thought i want to concentrate on two other mos*ques~ what the??

add up to that, i somehow got this feeling that one project is coming my way. let’s not forget the whole new*med thing which is literally endless!! i have only 24 hours a day. sobs.

but all in good time i pray. Lord, please give me the strength physically and intellectually to do this. Please i pray.

and just in case you haven’t had time to google for that evanescence song i mentioned to you, here it is.(but you most probably have googled it)

http://media.imeem.com/v/5ODR2ONJNt/aus=false/pv=2
Evanescence – Anywhere – Evanescence – Anywhere

to my loyal blog readers, you might say: Not this song again??!!!
heh, honestly, i can never get enough of this song!!
so bear with it! hahah!

ok…another long day tomorrow~