i want to do this before it’s 2 am in the morning. after so long sleeping in early, i’ve no idea why tonight i’m burning the midnight oil…hmm…so called heh.

for one thing, i’m reviving this multiply site which used to be dedicated to my teens students from a central north mosque….but i’m thinking why not make it a place or rather a space where i can dedicate my thoughts and reflections, in terms of this line i’ve chosen…of course…this blog will not be abandoned..and pretty soon, my posts will get redundant between here and there…but at least, there at the multiply site will not get mixed up with my everyday life :))

and tell me now…that setting up a place for education is EASY!! especially when the building’s already there and you have to make do with what’s given and no matter how small a room, you’ve got to utilise it because there is no other way and stretch whatever resources you might have.

to be honest, it’s scary. and exciting. and i keep thinking i cannot do any mistake this time…although making mistakes are good. it teaches you…me. and that’s what learning is all about right?
and sometimes little gestures is what makes me stand strong and reminded me that….THIS IS IT. i’m doing this. for instance,how can a teacher not be truly touched when her students bought her hot tea in the middle of a heavy rain and cold classroom? it’s the most touching and sweet gesture of them.

i so need to do this right. and there’s so many things to learn….and can i just get away from the chaos for a little while??

oklah, i admit it’s pretty exciting you know, starting from scratch and making decisions and doing things my own way haha!

but let’s put it this way…after like letting the kite fly so high, it needs to be tugged and pulled a little bit behind to set its flight back on track. so i need that now.

ps: can anyone from the americas vote adam lambert (american idol) for me? after all those seasons, now i know why some people are into this competition…especially when you have ‘set’ your heart on one of them, you just want to like support them all the way~ (ok ok not important)

so yeah, it’s 2 am. i really should be sleeping or else…i won’t get anything done tomorrow.
:))

pps: if you guys happen to have segoe script font installed, you should be able to read this blog in that font…and it’s nice!! i like~