‘reporting strength’ to my blog:

1. as you have noticed, i’ve changed the layout of the blog!! but it depends how long this layout remains and maybe i’ll revert back to the previous skin. however, it does look clean and organized, and still segoe script for the font!
the changes this beloved blog has gone through…from grunge to emo fantasy to emo love to grey to blue background to white and now this. but my fave has to be the emo love with that cute couple pic. and the previous one. you guys’ vote would help though~

2. after much contemplating and calculating, i got for myself a new handphone, or rather, a PDA (as i’ve been told). and presents….

it’s a beauty laa…so sleek and bronze. although it’s going to take some time to get used to the touchy screen, to the stylus even, to the interface and its functions, since i’ve been pretty much a normal sony ericsson phone user. 😉

3. with all these changes happening to me, like a particular haircut as well ;), i’m looking forward to better days! haha. honestly, i need to build up the inner me to face the new challenges and not disappoint myself, much less other people who have such confidence and trust in me. this is not the time for me to be thinking that i might not be the right person to do the job, because there is no turning back, truly. and i do not regret what i’ve chosen to do. i need to assert myself that I AM the person for the job. i can do this.

there’s just so many things to do and learn and RE-learn! haha:))
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mono: i never knew it hurt so much until it was mentioned. maybe i asked for it because i made that question. but the answer was unexpected. i don’t understand why it hurt since it’s only a past. and it’s not like it had never been spoken before. but somehow it hurt more last night. i’m still feeling that small crushing feeling in my heart but i’m not going to let it rule la ok. it’s now that matters. and a future which is still vague, i think i have the pieces of a puzzle, but i don’t know whether it fits. don’t break my heart.