honestly, i’m a lucky happy girl to be feeling this way. having someone who really cares about me is, well, rather new to me. i never realise it can make your world go almost fantasy-like. tapi seri, berpijak di bumi nyata :))

HAPPY

anyway people, i really can’t wait to move in to the new mosque!! haha, went there yesterday and i’ve actually aimed the workspace that i’m going to sit in!!
the thing is, the whole of this month, i’ll be like going from one mosque to the other. which is, *sigh* just like last year, where i’ll be rushing from one place to another for discussions and meetings. i thought i’ve had it nehh. but patience seri, it’ll be like for two more months, and your VERY OWN WORKSPACE!! :))

although please pray that i’ll do my work right.

eh, i didn’t tell you about the talk i went like last week! was it last week? anyway, it was a talk by Abu yahya on early christianity and islam, looking at its similarities and differences. it really had been such a long time since i’ve been in a lecture and one which felt so familiar with me. terms and names which i’ve learnt before repeated and new knowledge added. it’s definitely enriching. going to put up some proper reflection on that soon, insya Allah.
makes me want to be docent @ hC more often. it’s passion i think, it’s not just doing it for the sake of doing or da’wah thing. sometimes there doesn’t have to be a reason to want to do something like, having a manicure or going to the zoo, or volunteering or simply doing your job.

although sometimes having a reason might justify things but really, it tires the brain la. can i just do it because i want to do it, i have the interest to pursue in it. sometimes, i can’t think of an answer when people starts asking me like why do you do it? kenape eh? alamak, because i want to la!

orait, wouldn’t want to make my blog a place for craps, haha. i’m just blabbering man!

i love it that you rush to see me (although, only we know) i love it that you worry about me and, i love the sunflowers of course. life is brighter. and i hope this will be as strong and persevere as can be. hmmm, well, i’ve been through treetops and an island for you. 😉