i do not want to lament about work. because as much as i am so stressed out with work, there are other people out there who are have much more responsibilities, more time spent at work, more rushing for reports and whatever, so much more than i could ever have. it’s not just me who are working, but probably billions of people out there, who are facing the same busy mode as me.

but i have to say, these days, i’ve been putting up a calm face, smile and listen to whatever has been discussed meetings after meetings with utter concentration and focus, when in reality, i’m just fighting tears and headaches. i think i have never been this stressed out about work. my work is already chaotic, add up to being one staff down and me taking over for until the new kid comes in, like double work already!!!! no, triple work!!! it’s too much la seh~

and still i have to move on. i mean, no point whining or complaining right? i’ve always been that, Take it all in, and just do it. to h*** whatever happen.

because only i can do it. (that’s another thing, people seems to think i can do it, when sometimes i wonder what if i actually can’t?)