I know it’s way overdue and when people have already jumped on 2010 wagon and pretty much waved goodbye to 2009, i thought i shall not miss out the ‘traditional’ recap of what the year had been. but this shall not take too long and i wont blabber much because there are only two things i wanted to have as the landmarks of 2009.

the e-word. the single but not available. attached. whatever you want to call it. i’m yours.

i have always thought it’s going to be difficult to be in a relationship, but turns out, i wont say it’s perfect but it has been pretty much smooth sailing. or it may just still the tip of the iceberg.

i will not deny there were some difficult thoughts going on and serious deep decision made but i believe this is also directed by the Lord and everyday i pray that this gracious good is eternal and i believe that in hardships and happiness, i will be with this man. still, Lord knows better but at this point, i’m taking it all in, breathing and living these days and memories.

another e-word. education. heading it, leading it, managing it, being it. never said it was easy and never will i guess. it’s everything from my brain, to my body and soul. literally. this job, i’m telling you, its a love and hate relationship. its a bittersweet joy. the circles of influence and control are grey matters and when you’re just in the rhythm, something smack you in the face and make things difficult.

but these made my 2009 fulfilled.

and regret non grata, i am grateful with all that had been, and will be. life is loved.

to thank You Lord, is never enough…