heartbeats

it has been a beautiful, amazing, dream-like fulfilled for the past weeks i do not want it to end.
i have so many things to blog about that sometimes words cant describe so where do i start?

the days of singlehood is passe to me. i’m a wife now. we have each other now. always. it feels so natural to be in his arms. 😉

i have hundreds of pics to upload. yes yes wedding event pics are ready! (i thought that’s fast, received an sms from the photographers during our honeymoon and collected them the very next day after we reached sg)

honestly, my mind is still reminiscing the days before, during the wedding and after, which is of course our amazing New Zealand trip. still fresh in mind me missing him when we are supposed to not meet before the wedding but eventually had to two days before for my bridal make up and dresses trial. my heartbeat was running (as if meeting him for the first time!) and looking at him and thinking “this man here is going to be my husband in 2 days’ time!” anggun andaman was great! beautiful gorgeous dresses and make-up! perfect place for simpletons like me 😉

moments of disbelief, of dreaming and imagination almost sinked in when my best friend Mahir gave me some ‘serious’ advice, my wedding service planner Kak Tini came with the photographer en zain and cik nor the caterer. while making some final arrangements, my mind so full of many other things to think about, but at some corner, it gives a picture of maturity, of responsibility, a new life together what lies ahead is indescribable and of possibilities.

the day, friday, when syraskins (that girl is very ‘entrepreneural’!) came and had to do my henna…i’m just relaxing and she’s drawing my hands and feet, therapeutic in a way..and the smell of cooling fresh henna paste triggered my senses, it’s another eureka moment for me.. 🙂

i was thinking of abang dearest and wondering how’s he going on with all the preparations at his side and missing him and telling myself this will all be over and i’m going to be his tomorrow! i may look calm and relaxed, but my mind and heart was like a hurricane of memories and feelings!

and come the Day. beautiful day on 25th September 2010….
to be continued…hubby juz called he’s taking half day!

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